It is his skating that attracts me. It is her warmth that cures me. It is her smile that saves me. It all happens at the day when sakura blooms and the wind blows mildly. She never knows who she had met. But he knows the one who he met. It is a story about a little fan who is dedicate to Yuzuru Hanyu. The love between grows when ever Yuzuru sees the warmth inside of her. It all starts with hana.

"you don't understand. i need this. i need to win. without the gold, i am worthless." when luna bakken, scandinavian's sweetheart, crosses paths with nathan chen, america's quad king, everything seems to change

Mai Nakamura is terrified for her first season as a senior in figure skating. At 18, she was expected to make the move earlier, but after skipping a season due to injury, she finds herself finally on the senior level and just terrified. Terrified that her jumps won't be enough, that she'll fall on her footwork, that she'll never quite be good enough to reach her dreams. As a US skater, the competition for a spot on the upcoming Olympic team is deep, and she has to be near perfect to even be considered. At her first competition, she meets Shoma Uno, an already great figure skater from Japan who has the skill to back up his impressive resume. At Lombardia, the two bond in ways that neither can fully understand and promise each other one simple thing- to see each other again.

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Eight years has passed since I last saw him. -A Train Mates spinoff.

Evie Thynnes was a somewhat normal girl who was beyond her years. She was almost done with school even though she was only fourteen years old. She lives with her adopted parents who loves her. Her past however is a mystery from the age of eight. When she meets Nathan Chen, memories started to reveal her past that she had locked away for years. What will they reveal? Why is the ice very important to her? Nathan Chen x OC

"I'll be back. I promise." She said

An OCxYuzuru fanfiction where most of the characters depicted may or may not be real. It's a simple series of events that go on in the characters' lives. Please be aware that several of these events are fictitious. It is also non-fantasy. Please don't let the title deceive you. It has no angels or phantoms in it.

verisimilitude: [ver-uh-si-mil-i-tood, -tyood] noun the appearance or semblance of truth; likelihood; probability something, as an assertion, having merely the appearance of truth. it's all a lie. but it has verisimilitude. so you believe. you know me, and i know you. but do you really know me?