When Tom finally hits rock bottom, he decides he doesn't want to suffer anymore . But he can't do it himself, so he hires an assassin to kill him within a year. Little does he know before his year is up he meets a certain Norwegian stranger who changes his life. (TRIGGER WARNINGS: dark themes of suicide, depression and self harm. Some eating disorders may be touched on.) (Cover Image was made by myself -it's pretty bad but I'd rather not steal someone else's art-)

People hate seeing tears. Suck it up, people often say when they see them. Why? Because they are afraid of tears? Tears, even though are clear, are often portrayed with the colour blue. Blue is Tom's usual colour. No one likes blue; no one likes Tom. ⚠️ Warning! Depression, self harm, and suicide. If you aren't comfortable with these subject I highly suggest not reading this book. Cover by ShadowCat xxx220 on YouTube.

*No spoilers* ⚠️ warning ⚠️ •Gay •TomTord •Top Tom •Bottom Tord Characters: Tord~ Height: 5'3 Age: 16 Male Tom~ Height: 5'7 Age: 16 Male Edd~ Height: 5'5 Age: 16 Male Matt~ Height: 5'9 Age: 16 Male - Cover by: @CinnamonRoll_Bean (I think that's all for now)

"Goodbye." Warning: If suicide affects you, don't read it. Everything's pretty alright, nothing too harsh.

Edd, Matt, and Tom decide to take another trip to the Magic Shop... Long story short, Matt has no coordination, Tom has zero reflexes, Edd is oblivious, and Tord takes too many walks. (Cover art is clearly not mine :P) [Also this story will be LONG! Sorry! So... Lock your doors and close the blinds we're going for a ride!] VERY SLOW UPDATES.

Tord is living with Edd, Matt, and Tom yet again. Tom doesn't trust him, and it's going to take a lot to gain Tom's trust. Will Tord find a way to build a friendship between him and Tom? or will he build more than just a friendship with Tom? p.s: Art does not belong to me- Enjoy the story!!!

Another fucking reboot.

read to find out

this was written on 04/19/19 so I apologize if it seems poorly written ;3; also idk why but I kept switching between "him" and "I"

After the incident, it seems like everything has gone back to normal, except for one person, Tord. After he was shot down by the person he cared about most, Tom, he has been struggling with his own life. Everything he ever had was gone, and his life was in shambles. Things couldn't get any worse, could they? After many tragic incidents and obstacles, will anyone ever forgive him? (Mild Language included/Trigger warnings as well/ Blood.) Read at your own risk. -DISCONTINUED STORY- I'm really sorry to say this, but I am finally discontinuing this story I've worked so hard on. Even though I am quite disappointed in myself, I know you all as readers are in even more than myself. So, I'll leave the book up for you readers to enjoy, and like I said before, I am incredibly sorry, life is so unbelievably hard and sh*tty right now, that I'm unable to motivate myself to write more chapters. Despite my struggles, I'm glad I could make all of your days a little but better by publishing my book, and thank you all so much for reading it. NOTE- NOT UP FOR ADOPTION.