[FINISHED] Fanfiction story inspired by Ronnie Kray and his first love Monica. 18+, mention of sex, abuse, violence, cursing ~~~ Women born to stand by the side of criminals. Can you blame them? Can you feel sympathy for them? They close their eyes, cover their ears. Some of them run away, some of them kill themselves, some of them might get killed by man of their heart. Some of them stay. That's why Monica used to say, that love makes people blind, love makes people weak and vulnerable. Because if you love somebody, you are sometimes able to forgive even a murder. You are able to accept the fact, that man, who owns your heart is a violent gangster. Can it last forever, though? ~~~

I felt his body close to mine, I knew it was him because my body awoken in way it hasn't before. Not since I met him. I turned around, my back leaning against the fridge door. We were so close, I watch his eyes travel up and down my body before he locks his lips quickly before meeting my eye. "fez" I whispered when our lips were inches apart, his body left mine suddenly and I watch as he walks towards the door. I frown as I watch him lean up grabbing the shutters to pull them down. "fez you have a business to run" I spoke out, unsure of what is actually happening. I know what I want to happen, what I dream would happen. But I've always been a dreamer. "I have a big problem-" I heard his voice ring out, as the shutters hit the ground then he locked the door. He turned around to look at me, his eyes were darker. He looked a thousand times hotter. "a big fucking problem" he said again as he started making his way towards me, his hand come up and knocked on the fridge door. After a moment I heard the door out the back open and close, ashtray had left. "what's the problem? Maybe I-I can help" I felt so many emotions right now, some I'm used to and some that are fucking new. "I doubt that-" he mumbles as he was once again infront of me, one hand was above my head leaning on the fridge door. The other came down to touch my face. "I can't get you out my fucking head, your like a drug" he suddenly said before his hands go to my waist and he pulls my body against his before slamming his lips into mine. ~~~ Nothing in life was easy, including life itself but when you find someone who makes it easier nothing else matters. I mean, just as long as he stands by me. Rates #1 in lexi (20th April 2022)

❝ I lost you in the silence, bleeding through the walls; a sorrow came that ceased to leave & took you from my arms... ❞ - Draconian, 'Dishearten' || A fanfiction based on the movie The Lost Boys 1987 x OC 🥀 || ❝ I urge you to be mindful with the choices you make & the risks you take. Be mindful how much trust you pour into the world & the people that roam it. You may believe in the good in every soul you encounter, but the sad truth is that not everyone has something good to offer... Many a kind smile hides a vicious heart ~ ❞ Faint beams of cold silvery light gave birth to one of the most bizarre scenes I had ever witnessed in my life & without a doubt would ever come to witness, the blood freezing in my veins when I saw the intruder's face for what it truly was: a distorted masquerade revealing human features as well as monstrous ones alike, bleeding an expression trapped between blind amusement & rampant wrath; embedded in it a pair of orange-red eyes, glowing like dying embers in the pool of darkness, & where once a careless smile had graced his young face I could now see two large fangs instead of regular human teeth, ready to grab & tear flesh from bone. It was in that moment that I snapped out of my trance-like state & managed to force myself out of the paralysis that had grabbed hold of my body; my survival instinct took over at last & I jumped up in my bed to back away from the man who turned out to be exactly what I thought he was: A vampire. [ Occasional Adult Content/ Dark & Violent Themes; In-Chapter Warnings ] 🕊️

Lexi and Fez throughout their relationship. Also on Ao3