When Izaya falls into a depression, and feels like it's all over, will Shizuo be able to help him? Warning: Self harm, could trigger some people

Pairing: Shizuo x Izaya (Durarara!!) Genre: Angst, Hurt/Comfort *I do not own Durarara, the characters belonged to their respective owner, Ryohgo Narita* --- In the darkness he seeked for an answer. Memories replayed, dreams surfaced. His vision numbing, lights disappearing as the darkness engulfed him completely, leaving him in a despair of his sinful eyes.

Izaya questions all he ever works and lives for. Then when finding the answer he looses himself completely. Spiraling into a depression he can't pull himself out of. He laughs at himself when found at his lowest point by the last person he wanted to be seen by Warning// deep fanfiction. Trigger warning for some people don't like don't read. Thank you

Izaya Orihara has an evil side that's raging to come out. Mikado is determined to help, even is it means risking his life.

Izaya gets stabbed while traveling through Ikebukuro on business. Shizuo finds him stumbling through an alley, and Izaya's secrets are quickly discovered. Hate turns to love in a complex series of events and recovery. Shizaya Tw: self harm, depression, panic attacks, gore, and violence

Izaya is a dragon boy. No seriously, he's a boy that can turn into a dragon. Shizuo is your everyday average guy. But when a certain dragon literally crashes into his life, will things change for the better or for the worse? (Warnings; Yaoi, angst, blood, gore, smut, fluff.) Shizaya

Izaya has always been alone. Nobody liked him for his entire life, except for the people who pretended to be friends with him only for benefits. His only actual 'friend' had left him for a headless demonic creature, and his own sisters try to kill him. Izaya never had anyone to depend on, and had always kept to himself. Nobody would be able to change that, and nobody would be able to see past his barriers. Eccedentesiast: The meaning of someone who hides pain behind a smile.

Izaya finds himself subconsciously returning to Ikebukuro after an unspecified amount of time and, of course, Shizuo finds out. What happens when they see each other again for the first time in a long time? Written from alternating points of view. ~~~~ Disclaimer: Credit to the artist for the cover image I love feedback and votes if you enjoy my work! XD

Izaya never realized how taxing late night and day long info searching on the computer could be. At first it was a slight fuzziness, but it quickly took a turn for the worst. And to add to it, the only person he can seem to trust the most is the one he doesn't want leading him. 4/19 Update: -#4 in izayaorihara -#7 in shizuoheiwajima -#1 in shizuoxizaya -#23 in shizaya -#12 in durarara

Everyday is the same for the informant of Ikebukuro. That is until one morning his whole life changes when he wakes up to find he ha turned into a Neko. As if this isn't hard enough a certain blonde is on his tail, literally, and trying to figure out what is up with Izaya. It's even worse when the feline part of him has also taken a fancy towards him... ------------------------------------- THIS STORY CAN BE SEEN AS SHIZAYA (SHIZUOXIZAYA) OR AS A FANFIC WITH A LOT OF FANSERVICE.