Turning your head away from the dark, searching for an escape, following the light at the end of the tunnel. But if the darkness are the one keeping you sane, will you still cross to the other side?

Just luv me,just trust me...yesterday was over...forever! -بسه ديگه هري،الان ميان. +باشه بخند.فقط يه عكس ديگه. -اينو سه يه دقيقه پيش گفتي...

Life is an ocean, and he's a bad swimmer. Hope is a boat that he cannot reach. Drowning in the middle and losing his breath, he hopes for a hand to pull him out, help him see the light.

What if the real reason Zayn left the band was that he couldn't handle his feelings for Harry? WARNING: I WROTE THIS STORY IN 2015 . IT WAS AND IS TOTALLY FICTIONAL... I HAD NO IDEA THAT IT MIGHT SEEM MORE REAL AS TIME WENT ON AND ZARRY BOTH PUBLISHED SOLO SONGS ABOUT.... A LOVE SO... DEEP. This is their story; and the story of a girl who shipped them so hard it hurt.... Copyright 2015. All rights reserved. No reproduction or translation without permission. "This story is absolutely amazing" - Review in The Wattpad Writers Magazine by the awesome katb415. For the full review see link below. Thank you so much for reading and voting!! xx Kat (katb415 reviewed Deep in her awesome Up and Coming Wattpad Writers magazine which also has some great interviews with writers: check out the magazine here: https://www.wattpad.com/143604913-wattpad-writers-magazine-book-review-1)

"Help! He's trying to rape me! Stop it, Harry!" Harry chuckles. "Don't be silly, Zayn. It's only rape if you don't want it." "But I don't wan-" Except he can't finish his sentence because Harry is putting the tape over his mouth and sealing it well. ★Or the one where 18 year old Harry isn't all there mentally and he refuses to stop inappropriately touching 16 year old Zayn who is already a broken boy.★ ⚠ Warnings : ⊙This story contains homophobia, explicit language, scenes of sexual abuse, violence, references to suicide as well as suicidal tendencies, thoughts and actions. If you are sensitive to this kind of material or feel the least bit uncomfortable, I suggest you do NOT read on ⊙Multiple Sexual Scenes ⊙100 short Chapters ⊙ Death tw ⊙ Recommended 18+ ***** 10k+ comments

I liked the way the blade absorbed his pulse every time it slowly rubbed against his skin. I think he screamed for me to stop but my hands began to shake when ever i pulled the knife away from his cold skin. I thought of ways to put the knife down...I could throw it across the room or I could just slide it away from me but my hands were shaking and I wanted to see if his blood color matched the others I wanted to be known for something more than the kid at school who never talked....I don't talk because I have too much to hide....and once I'm finished with him that'll be just another thing I can keep to myself- I want him to tell me he loves me and that without me he'd die because then I'll know that someone cared about me, but he'd never care about me and It's not fair for me to see him touching other people the way he should touch me...He should die because he doesn't know what he's missing out on and he doesn't even try to see me he's just like the others but he's not and that's why I want to hear begging for me to stop....and that's why I won't. "Harry, Harry you're doing it again." My psychologist Mr. Payne says removing me from my thoughts. "Doing it again." I reply realising I went into another one of my fantasies. "Who was it about this time?" He asked pulling his blan brown notebook out of his suit jacket...I hated that note book. "A boy fr-from school." I answer, fuck I hated that notebook. "The same one as before?" he asked in a voice that almost made me feel he was fed up. "Zayn...M-Malik."

[Slow updates] Harry never wants to let Zayn go, even though he can't force himself to admit it. Or, five times Harry wants to kiss Zayn when they part and one time something changes. 5+1 fic

Zayn had everything under control. He doesn’t get distracted by customers, and he definitely doesn't let it effect his studies. Work is work. Until a mysterious business owner comes into the club demanding his attention.

Zayn was a shy, mysterious boy with very low self esteem. Harry was an open minded, openly bi, overly confident and cocky boy. When Zayn gets bullied in school he and his family move to a new place called Holmes Chapel. When Harry, the most adored and worshiped guy in school, sees the new kid he immediately made it his mission to make the boy his. Zayn had always been straight as a pole but when Harry starts his mission he realizes that most poles are made of iron and in a certain amount of heat iron will melt so the pole becomes not straight at all. "You are like a beautiful waterfall in the middle of the forest. Your beauty keeps running and never vanishes. No one takes a second look at you, they just stare one time and never stop. Like water you have got that charm that makes everyone want to be inside of you..." "Aaaand the moment is ruined"

Where Zayn finds Louis annoying and Harry hot (though he refuses to admit that), and Liam might just be what Louis needs, if Louis would stop being so stubborn and get with the poor guy. And somehow, Niall learns to deal with all of this.