"You don't always have to be brave." Phil struggles with self harm, depression and is bullied at school. The only person who knows is Dan Howell. But they aren't exactly 'friends'... God knows he could use a friend right now..... ~concept~ 1-24 ~ 2009 phan 25-40 ~ 2012 phan 40-50 ~ 2015 phan //TRIGGER WARNING//MENTION OF SELF HARM// 《FLUFF/ANGST》

He was Dan Howell, a full time youtuber and a university drop out. She was Lia, a trainwreck living in London. When two very different but yet very similar worlds collide, does everything fit itself together or fall apart? follow my twitter for weirdness: @zoeishere

When Dan dies from a sudden sickness Phil finds it hard to let go. //Don't steal\\

Phillip Michael Lester. Dork, Idiot, but we all love him dearly. Little do his Phillions, and his girlfriend, know, he cuts. He is depressed. Phil's depression will cause problems for him and his girlfriend, You. Daniel James Howell.Sarcastic, Smart Ass, but he is not what he seems. Dan has been your best friend for years, but is he all he's cracked up to be? The lengths he will go to to get you will amaze you. Follow Dan and Phil in 'Cutting' and learn what it is like inside Dan's evil, twisted mind and Phil's lonely, dark one. You will encounter problems on the way and meet new people, good and bad. But in the end, will it all be worth it? Find out in Cutting- A Phil Lester Imagine -Completed-

Kandee recently moved to Manchester. She goes to meet her neighbors, she just happened to live next door to Dan Howell (Danisnotonfire) and Phil Lester (Amazingphil) Will she become friends with them? Or will she become more? Dan or Phil? Read to find out... {I'm slowly editing and fixing things btw}

She knows how to survive. Trusting him is the dangerous part. Charlotte has spent years perfecting the art of staying hidden. Smart, observant, and careful, she keeps her world small and her heart even smaller. Christian is her best friend's older brother - the kind of guy people warn you about... and the kind you fall for anyway. For most of her life, she was background noise to him until one unexpected moment changes everything. The tension between them is unmistakable - but so are the secrets she keeps carefully hidden. Christian can't ignore the things that set her apart - her sharp wit, her unexpected humor, the quiet strength beneath her reserved exterior. She isn't like the girls who drift in and out of his world. She's thoughtful. Mysterious. Surprising in ways he never saw coming. And the closer he gets, Christian realizes her guarded nature isn't accidental. She's protecting something - and earning her trust won't come easily. For the first time, this isn't about the chase. It's about earning a place inside the walls she built to survive. AN EMOTIONAL NEW ADULT ROMANCE about love, healing, and learning to TRUST AGAIN.