in which phil feels a strange connection to the forest behind his house, and the forest is all dan's ever known.

❝i don't wanna be your string anymore, i just wanna be yours,❞ in which you're tied to your soulmate through someone else - the string, the best friend, the one who helps you meet. the one who's thrown aside. ; copyright © 2018

Dear Dan, I thought I should start writing letters to you. I know it's cheesy, but I've always been accused of being a hopeless romantic. I guess people are right - love drives you crazy. - Phil © 2015 -oceanrising

"aw are you guys dating?" "not yet" ♡⚣♡ sequel to ferris wheel

phan // in which a boy named dan leaves flowers with every step and phil wishes he could grow a garden in his small london apartment

Phil is stuck in the friend zone, and he might be forever, because Dan just got a boyfriend. Through a long string of events he learns Dan isn't actually as happy as he seems to be. And maybe he would rather their friendship be something more.. - - - Warnings ~ self harm, sexual abuse and physical abuse + smut chapter(s) Started on July 19, 2017 ~Writing on hold~

"would it be weird if i said i was thinking about you?" "no, it'd be quite fitting, since i was thinking about you too" ♡⚣♡ in which two strangers sit next to each other on a ferris wheel

❝ hi dan! ❞ ❝ go away, phil. ❞ phan au. © 2017 main ; @urnasti

All from ao3 / I didn't write any of these btw Phil tops

Dan Howell secretly loves Phil Lester. Phil Lester secretly loves Dan Howell. Dan Howell is bullied. Phil Lester is best friends with Dan's bully. Dan Howell wants to die. Phil Lester is too afraid to stop him.