Nightmarish abuse. A car crash that took everything. Some things, there's no coming back from. Connor Everson knows that better than anyone - but this year is different. A twist of fate has gifted him with the man of his dreams; and, no matter how unbelievably shittastic his own life may be, he is determined to make his holiday one of hope, happiness, and new beginnings.... Even if it kills him. Which, at this point, it just might. Long listed Open Novella Contest entry! LGBTQ+ Winner of the 2019 Earesty Awards !

BOOK ONE: COMPLETE ✅ Introverted music student, Abi, only ever wanted to write songs for other people. But, when she's thrust into sexy-but-secretive guitarist Noah's spotlight, Abi must uncover and accept the truth about his dark past before she can give him her all. --- All [adverb]; completely, without exception. When 18-year-old singer Abi meets guitarist, Noah, at music university, she soon discovers the tattoos on his skin are covering a colourful past. Battling with her own inhibitions and a deep-rooted distrust of men, Abi is quick to realise Noah is hiding the whole truth. What she doesn't realise, however, is that he's only trying to protect her from the heartbreaking reality of who he once was. Thrown head-first into Noah's world of secrets, passion and excitement, Abi soon starts to shed her innocence and let him teach her things she's never allowed herself to even dream about. However, as their relationship grows deeper by the day, it seems as though Abi has been the one teaching Noah something all along. How to love. When the fickle hand of fame comes knocking, the walls slowly start to crumble and Noah's secrets can no longer be contained. With the shocking truth finally revealed, will Abi and Noah ever be able to give each other their all? [[WARNING: CONTAINS SEXUAL CONTENT & SWEARING]] 🥇 FIRST PLACE WINNER of the Red Rose Romance Awards 2019 🥇 🥈 SECOND PLACE WINNER (ROMANCE) - Majestic Inc Universal Awards 2019 🥈