we fell out of love, too scared to admit it and too blind to see we've fallen for someone else

I thought I had everything I could have ever dreamt of, the job, the house and you. But then you walked out on me and I don't know how to start over. You were everything I wanted, everything I needed and now you're gone. --------- Highest rank: #1 lukehemmings but it's an ashton irwin fanfic

I never thought an anxiety attack could be the best thing to happen to me. Do not read without reading part 1 first, you won't understand half of it if you do.

I never though a guy like you had to be fixed, untill we met. -------------------- This isn't a happy story, expect self-harm, suicide thoughts and not seeing your idol happy. Ashton will not be a happy boy who saves the day. Read the prologue and then decide if you want to read it or not, but I warned you that this isn't a happy one. It gets happier when you get closer to the end.

I never thought an anxiety attack could be the best thing to happen to me. Rankings: #1 AshtonIrwin #2 Ashton #1 5SOS #1 5secondsofsummer #2 CalumHood #2 LukeHemmings #3 MichaelClifford #1 medicine