{Trigger Warning}

♚Property of Joker♚ These imagines won't kill you. But they may hurt you really, really bad.

This is not a ‘boy saves the girl’ type of story. This is anything but that. No boy can save a girl like Ana Shaw. She is saveless. Ana Shaw has had a rough three years. After a traumatic experience when she was fifteen, she has been in and out of mental hospitals in hopes of trying to make her whole again. Now, after multiple suicide attempts and then a full year of recovery, Ana finds herself back in a patient facility, surrounded by other mentally unstable people. But really, what's wrong with wanting to die? After everything that she's been through, it's totally understandable that she wants to end her life. However, everybody around her is determined to keep her alive no matter what she wants. Will they succeed or will Ana slip through their fingers once and for all? With the help of a few people at the mental rehabilitation center that she is staying in, Ana fights to find reasons to live before it's too late.

su·i·cide; ˈso͞oiˌsīd/ [noun] 1. the action of killing oneself intentionally. 2. intentionally kill oneself. a story of a senior high school student faking her own death to reach out to other students. © 2014 by pariahs. All Rights Reserved cover by: -polaroids- Other # 23 / Teen Fiction # 107

The child inside me still alive.... I've small Reverie. I still chase the butterfly.... & wants to touch a patch of blue sky. Like the sinless child...... I make the frail house. I still love air balloons..... And the TV cartoons. I see the cold light of stars And wants to play the guitars. While seeing the lonely moon.... I often thought about those kids. Who lost their childhood before their age.... and put their happiness in a cage. I see their rough hands... And shattered dreams. They don't have hopeful eyes...... They don't have happy smiles.... I want to give them all the happiness... And want to remove the taste of sadness..... #selfwritten #afifamirza #lostchildhood #poetry