(Warnings: Does contain mild swearing.) Jessica Aphmau Thordottir, daughter of the god of thunder, has been hiding a secret from her friends. A very, big secret. It wasn't until someone was killed in order for Aphmau's past to resurface. Now forced to protect her old friend from facing life in prison, Aphmau must also deal with her over-protective friend, Katelyn, who intends to find out anything and everything about Aphmau's mysteriously dark past. This book is dedicated to Lady_Luni.

F.N.A.F Maronette knows as Jess died at Freddy Fraz Bear pizzeria on her six birthday. Freddy has kept her in the pizzeria for 13 years since then. Now 19 yeats old, Jess was finally getting to see the outside world. She is the only one who can do this because she can change meaning she can transform to Marionette or to her human host. Jess changes her name to Aphmau so no one will know her true identity. She makes friends and some of those people fall in love with her. Aphmau (Jess) trys to act happy for them but soon that all changes when they find out who she really is...

* Discontinued * Jess lived with her best friends (Adam, Ross, Barney, Max, Jin, Red, Alesa and Shelby) and was almost always making YouTube video's or just having fun with her friends. Her life was so perfect as she slowly began to fall in love... Everything was just amazing until THAT day... The day it all changed... The day she quit and ran, changed her name, made new friends, tried to forget... To leave it all behind... Because a life full of pain and horror is mot one you wish to remember. Yet when reunited with the ones she belived she had lost, things seem to really spiral out of contol. This book contains 4 OCs, however they are only relevant in a few chapters and are occasionally referenced after there main chapters. There names are Luna, Marli, Aiden and Empress. (Empress is Aphmaus twin sister). This book has Mithmau (Jess/Aphmau x Max/Mithzan) and Tross (Ross/YourPalRoss x Tim/TimDotTV) *This is a new description*

When an old friend of Aphmau's past returns, her friends begin to question Aphmau's excuses for coming home late from her night job. Eventually, curiosity gets the best of them and they push it too far, only to find a dark secret. Not even a healed mind, can fix a broken heart. ----------------------------- I do not own Aphmau's characters or her Mystreet/FNAF roleplays. I do own my OC Jay.

Aphmau was a small pup born into a huge pack called phoenix she has a lot of friends, Garroth, Laurance, Katelyn, Travis, and Aaron... Phoenix goes through a lot that they can handle. But what if a problem comes up that they can't handle? What will happen to the 6 pups? What will happen to Phoenix? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Story completed!!

ᴀ ᴄʀɪɴɢᴇ ꜰᴇꜱᴛ ʙᴏᴏᴋ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ʙʏ ᴀ 10 ʏᴇᴀʀ ᴏʟᴅ. ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ɪᴛ. ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇꜱᴄʀɪᴘᴛɪᴏɴ. ʜɪɢʜʟʏ ʀᴇᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴅɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴠᴏɪᴅ ᴛʜɪꜱ ʙᴏᴏᴋ ᴀᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴄᴏꜱᴛ. ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴀᴍᴍᴀʀ ɪꜱ ʙᴀᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴛᴏʀʏ ɪꜱ ꜱᴏ ʙɪᴢᴀʀʀᴇ. ᴛʜᴀɴᴋꜱ! ↷ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇᴅ ↷ʜɪɢʜᴇꜱᴛ ʀᴀɴᴋ #742 ɪɴ ꜰᴀɴꜰɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴꜱ ↷ʙᴀᴅ ɢʀᴀᴍᴍᴀʀ ↷ᴇɴᴅᴇᴅ ᴀᴘʀɪʟ 15, 2018 •art credit is kazushin0 for the main pict!!

I am Aphmau Green and my father abuses me...physically, mentally, and above that i'm bullied at school. I get hit, cut, whipped... countless things, I cut on top of that. Maybe if I lose enough blood i'll pass out for good. I didn't think it would get any better... until Aaron Lycan showed up, he turned out to be someone I never thought I would meet. He is a werewolf, and he is very popular with many friends... but i'm not allowed to have friends. ... why does Aphmau's life suddenly flip back and forth between good and bad? Warning- there is blood and gore in this story

*UNDERGOING EDITING* A/N this book has foul language in some chapters, so if you don't like profanities, then this book isn't for you. This book does NOT support self harm, abuse or any other type of thing in that category. Feel free to PM me with any complaints about the book. ******* "Aphmau! get your lazy butt down here and get to school!" Mom yelled. I ran downstairs and headed into the kitchen. "WHAT do you think your doing?" mom asked. "Getting breakfast...." I muttered. "What have I told you about talking!? NOT allowed! now get to school!" Mom yelled and practically shoved me out the door. I ended up bumping into a boy with a red jacket and a bandana over his eyes. "watch where your going!" he growled. I just walked away silently. "LOOK AT ME WHEN IM TALKING TO YOU!" he yelled. Silence. This is only the beginning of a long year of bullies pain. scars. bruises. heartbreak. and falling in love again. ~~~~~~~~~~ She hurts and she cries, But you cant see the depression in her eyes, Because she hides it with a smile. ~~~~~~~~ Look at your cuts Or your burns Or those bruises you gave yourself Each one is a battle with yourself That you lost.

Aphmau is a new student at Phenix Drop High, she has no parents so she lives alone, she faces bullies and love. but no one knows her secret identity is the famous youtuber Aphmau what will happen when they find out?!