I could see the panic in his eyes underneath all those layers of anger. Could feel him holding me tight enough to hurt, because he was terrified of letting go. And to be honest, so was I. My heart shattered as I looked at him, knowing I had to leave him like this. Wishing like hell I could take him with me, tell him everything. I didn't want to go alone either. I wanted him by my side. Before I even knew what had happened, I'd thrown myself into his arms, hugging him to me for dear life. I squeezed my eyes shut hard, telling myself it was gonna be okay. I'd see him again. I would. I had to. "I'm sorry, I know, I'm sorry." I whispered, my voice shaking, my arms wrapped tightly around his neck. I was about to leave behind the only person that kept me grounded. Even when I despised it. My breath came uneven, as I tried to calm myself, talk myself into everything being okay. I wanted to tell him I'd come back, but I didn't want to give him a false promise. Not unless he asked for one. I took one last shaky inhale of his scent, for comfort, to remember in case I needed it. My throat closed up, hot tears stinging the back of my eyes in retaliation because I wouldn't let them fall. I needed to be brave. It was time to be brave.

what would of happened if Bella chose Jacob the day she had to choose between Edward and Jacob? he would of never imprinted on anyone because renesme would of never been born.

Harper Santiago has always had a crush on her best friend, Jacob Black, accepting the fact that he would never feel the same way... Until everything changes. When Jake starts pulling away after Bella Swan returns to Forks, she's left hurt and confused. She finds comfort in someone new, all while being caught up in a world of shape-shifters and vampires. Harper's about to discover that love, fate, and loyalty are more complicated and more dangerous than she ever imagined.

Ever think how it would be if Bella chose Jacob instead of Edward? Bella and Jacob are childhood friends it's not until she the worst come from Edward that she realized how much she loves Jacob NOTE: I respect Stephenie Mayer in fact she is one of my favorite writers I just thought it would be cool to have a story with Bella and Jacob ending up together

This is the original, unedited version of Light as a Feather, Book #1. This book was the inspiration for the Hulu Original Series. The revised version is now available in bookstores throughout the USA & Canada from Simon Pulse. McKenna Brady thinks her junior year of high school is going to be the best ever when she's welcomed into the elite group of popular girls at Weeping Willow High School led by blonde, gorgeous Olivia Richmond. Prior to junior year, McKenna was known in her small town as the girl whose twin sister died in a tragic house fire, and she's overjoyed at the prospect of redefining her identity. She has a date to the Homecoming dance with Olivia's handsome older brother, and a good chance of being elected to student council. For the first time since McKenna's parents divorced, things are looking up. But everything changes the night of Olivia's Sweet Sixteen sleepover birthday party. Violet, the shy, mysterious new girl in town, suggests that the girls play a scary game called Light as a Feather, Stiff as a Board, during which Violet makes up elaborate stories about the future ways in which beautiful Olivia, brassy Candace, and athletic Mischa will die. The game unsettles McKenna because she's already escaped death once in her life, but she doesn't want to ruin her friends' fun. It's only a game, she reminds herself.