this isnt for anyone else other than me, but if you find yourself here, feel free to read. maybe it'll help you like it will help me, hopefully. this is for my mental health and to express my feelings, if you don't want to know what I'm thinking, leave. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- -trigger warning, I talk about depression, suicide, etc.

[Undergoing major editing | Formally titled Bad Girls Have Bad Secrets] Everyone is hiding something. Some are killing for it. After everything she's survived, Viktoria Navitski wants one thing. Out. But the city has other plans. With the balance of power shattered, gangs are falling apart, leaders are dropping dead, and someone is carving a path through the chaos, one body at a time. Viki was never meant to lead, but they remember her name. Caught between ruthless gang wars, a corrupt police force, and a shadow leaving no witnesses, Viki is pulled back into a world she tried to escape. As the violence creeps closer, and a boy with secrets begins to unravel her carefully guarded walls, Viki is forced to confront the truth she's been running from. In a city ruled by secrets, you don't escape your past. You become it.

Something hit the side of my laptop screen and fell onto the floor. It was a paper airplane. There was a message written inside. "You look pretty hot in a towel. You should wear that more often." -Colton I was shocked when I read the note. I looked out my open window to see a guy sitting on the edge of the window of the house next door. He was looking right at me. _____________ At the start of Rachel Summers' senior year of high school, new neighbors move in next door. One of these neighbors is Colton Miller, who is also a high school senior. First impressions can say a lot about a person. Colton learns this the hard way when he first meets Rachel. Starting out on an unpleasant note, Rachel and Colton must learn how to accept each other for who they are, as they are forced to spend time with each other. This marks the beginning of their story and all they will encounter together. ---------------- *Some Mature Themes*

"Ashima come with me, we need to talk" Edward said and before I could react he took hold of my hand leading us out of the club ignoring my protest as I tried to get my hand out of his grip. "You need to stay away from that Gary" He yelled as now we were out of the club. "And why is that" I asked confused as he was acting really weird tonight. "Because you are mine" he said before sealing his lips with mine. **** This story is about Ashima Mehra, an Indian girl who already has many problems in her life and the fear of falling in love seems the biggest one to her. What happens when she meets Edward Miller an arrogant handsome billionaire who is totally opposite from her. But they say opposites attract, Let's see what will happen in their journey of love. **** Book 1 in Loving series. It can be read as a stand alone book. Highest ranked #47 in romance on 4th January 2019. #1 in billionaire on 14th August 2019. #1 in Indian on 5th October 2019. Cover by @Endlessheights-

Alex and Liam have been best friends their whole lives until a drunken kiss leads them down separate paths. As time passes, they must face truths they never expected. ***** Alex Camejo and Liam Santos have been thick as thieves since they met at age seven. As the years passed, Liam protected Alex from bullies while Alex denied what those bullies were saying. He's not gay no matter how "girly" he seems... or how much he longs to hold Liam's hand. But a drunken kiss tears everything down. The inseparable Liam Santos and Alex Camejo can no longer be friends. Without each other's support, they must overcome the struggles of adolescence, coming out, new lovers, self-doubt and lingering emotions. One hopes he will forget his best friend and find happiness. The other hopes they will reunite and be happy. In the end, whose dreams will come true? [[Watty's Award Winner]]