You didn't know how and why it ended up this way. You didn't know how you ended up being this filthy old mens property, when he basically kidnapped you. You didn't know why he was taking care of you and treating you like a treasure, when you don't even know what you did to deserve it. All you know is that you have a weird thing going on in your head. A weird insane syndrome. Called Stockholm syndrome. ----NEW UPDATE---- shit here we go again. adventures with a lot of insane people.