Nonfiction story about my life dealing with sexual abuse, this is to spread awareness of the matter. Major trigger warning for those who have been seriously affected by rape and sexual abuse. National Suicide hotline: 1-800-273-8255 Sexual Assult/Abuse hotline: 1-800-656-4673 TELL SOMEONE IF YOU HAVE NOT TOLD ANYONE, NO MATTER YOUR GENDER IDENTITY, YOU MATTER.