This is a BTS sickfic, It is also my first ever book. I hope you all enjoy this book. I will try to update as often as I can. Thank you. <3

Jimin has a terrible life but it's all made worse when he is forced to marry his school bully to 'help' their families businesses. But behind every closed door, secret lay and when one is passed to another will things change and how will he cope when he is unwanted by all that are around him. This book includes: • violence • abuse • self harm • suicide attempts • deaths and other upsetting thing please be warned and don't read if these things might trigger you.

"Why do you wear sweaters all the time?" "They make me feel safe." {trigger warning; mentions of past rape/abuse, past eating disorders, past self-harm, past suicide attempts}

Where Jimin have experienced a horrible past which affected his mental health. He was abused by his father and his mum have left them. At the age of 15 he was rescued and was adopted into the Min family. He was loved by both of his foster parents but their only child Yoongi despise him. Jimin couldn't express his feelings well. He have to force a smile upon his face all the time even when he's sick and tired of it. Yoongi and his gang bullied Jimin in school both physically and mentally. He tried all sorts of ways to break Jimin. He even tries to break Jimin's image in front of his parents so that they will start to dislike Jimin. And one day...... He broke him. Will Yoongi feel the same way after realising his mistakes? ☡WARNING☡ Mentions of rape, bullying, abuse, self harm and eating disorder.

Jimin works for a phone sex hotline and is hiding some vicious secrets. Yoongi is a lonely rapper with a bit of a hero complex.

Where Jimin is obsessed with the numbers 𝖈𝖔𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖎𝖓𝖘 𝖒𝖆𝖙𝖚𝖗𝖊 𝖜𝖔𝖗𝖉𝖘 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖙𝖔𝖕𝖎𝖈𝖘 s h o r t c h a p t e r s ˢˡᵒʷ ᵘᵖᵈᵃᵗᵉˢ ʏᴏᴏɴᴍɪɴ

in which jimin makes a careless deal with the devil to save his friends life and he just so happens to end up being a charming boy by the name of yoongi.

nightmare; noun 1. a frightening or unpleasant dream

"you're so gorgeous, jiminie. but don't you think you'd be even more gorgeous if you lost a little weight?" *this book is old pls don't judge me* anorexia, self harm, vulgar language, possibly mature scenes. stay safe guys. lowercase intended. #2 in #loveyourself #1 in bulimianervosa

"Please remember that you're beautiful," Trigger warning: This story contains self harm, suicide attempts, child abuse, bullying, homophobia, eating disorders and offensive language. Smut warning: Explicit description and references throughout. Please do not read if you are affected by any of the listed.