In a world where people have to kill each other for survival, it's not easy being a teen. Tell this to Cindy Davis and she'll believe you! Ever since she was 13, she's been forced to live on her own! But now she's 16 and it looks like she may find some hope by the name of Chandler Riggs!

Ilus, a 16 year old girl who moved from Estonia when her dad cheated and even blamed her mum for it! Her mum used to be strong but now is a wreck, Ilus finds her self only happy when she harms herself. She loves to draw and read but can't stop putting herself in pain. She had two friends who were a massive part of her life, now they're: One of the nerds at school (Christopher) and the 'popular' kid (Daniel) who hasn't looked at her since they started secondary. Could this trio be re-made? What will happen with new characters come into Ilus's life: Alice, Emily, Mike, Kurt and Sam. Will ilus fall in love, have friends, be 'cool' and have a proper family... Or will she just keep harming herself? Which guy will be best for her and can anything be simple? Especially when a man keeps appearing near her. It has sad parts in as well as happy one and hopefully a writing skill that will blow your mind! I'm not that good at writing, I don't have an editor and I'm sure there are holes in the plot or spelling mistakes but no hate please!! I'll try my best and I hope you enjoy this and be sure to check out my profile. :) xxxx Follow your dreams!! -May1919

"Why do you call me that?" "Everyone has been calling you Snow Queen since you transferred schools and you're just now asking why?" he asked incredulously. "Yeah, I guess I am." He looked straight into my eyes and said, "It's because you're like snow; beautiful and cold."