"honestly i dont care abt ur kinks, buy me nerd ropes." in which namjoon falls in love with an innocent boy

Namjoon saw Jin as just friends but Jin wanted a little more.

Jin has always been alone. He was that one person that was eigther hated or hated someone. He never though that he will find someone that he love and love him back. Therefore he block out the whole world. But what if things take a turn and he finally found Mr.Right. Nothing could ruin it right. Well what if after all those years that someone suddlently died? What would Jin do? Will his life continue? Will he give it all up? Will he be able to handle the pain?

Seokjin and Namjoon have been friends and roommates for years. They were pretty close but lately Seokjin begins to become more distant from his friend and more secretive. The truth that Jin doesn't want Namjoon to know that he lost is last job and in order to make money to survive he has taken a new job...as a host. The job of a host is hard and he must put away his feelings to satisfy his client. Though he's straight he must cater to either gender and do his job well.

When Namjoon text a boy because he's worried that he is on the edge of suicide, he starts to find interest in the boy. When Jin receives a text from a stranger asking if he was okay, he gives in to actually try to find happiness with the starnger. Will Jin find happiness and love? Will Namjoon fall for the stranger?

ᴀʟʟ ᴊɪɴ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴡᴀs ᴛᴏ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴇᴄᴛ ɴᴀᴍᴊᴏᴏɴ, ʜɪs ʙᴇsᴛ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅ ʜᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ sᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ, ʜᴇ ᴡᴀʙᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴇ ʜɪᴍ sᴍɪʟᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴀᴜɢʜ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʜɪᴍ ʜᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇ ɴᴀᴍᴊᴏᴏɴ ʀᴀɴ ᴛᴏ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʜᴇ ᴡᴀs sᴀᴅ, ʜᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʜʜɪ. ᴊɪɴ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴢᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴀs ᴛʜᴇʏ ʙᴏᴛʜ ɢʀᴇᴡ ᴏʟᴅᴇʀ ʜᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴍᴏʀᴇ, ʜᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʜᴜɢ ʜɪᴍ, ʜᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ɴᴀᴍᴊᴏᴏɴ's ᴀᴛᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴ, ᴊɪɴ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ғᴇᴇʟ ɴᴀᴍᴊᴏᴏɴ's ʟɪᴘs ᴀɢᴀɪɴsᴛ ʜɪs ᴏᴡɴ. ʙᴜᴛ ᴊɪɴ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ɴᴀᴍᴊᴏᴏɴ ᴏɴʟʏ sᴀᴡ ᴀs ʜɪs ᴄʜɪʟᴅʜᴏᴏᴅ ʙᴇsᴛ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅ ᴡʜᴏ ᴡᴀs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ғᴏʀ ʜɪᴍ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʜᴇ ᴡᴀs ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ sᴏ ᴍᴠᴜʜ. "ɴᴀᴍᴊᴏᴏɴ-ᴀʜ ɪ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ" "sᴏʀʀʏ ʜʏᴜɴɢ, ɪs ɪᴛ ɪᴍᴘᴏʀᴛᴀɴᴛ? ɪ'ᴍ ᴋɪɴᴅᴀ ʙᴜsʏ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ" "ʜᴍᴍ... ɴᴏ ɪᴛ's ɴᴏᴛ... ᴡᴇʟʟ ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ-" "ɢʀᴇᴀᴛ ᴄᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ" "ᴀᴍ ɪ ɴᴏᴛ ɪᴍᴘᴏʀᴛᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴀᴍᴊᴏᴏɴ" "ʜʏᴜɴɢ? ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ssᴀʏɪɴɢ" "ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴍɪɴᴅ... ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇᴀʀ ɪᴛ" "ʟɪɢʜᴛ" "ʜᴜʜ?" "ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪɢʜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sʜɪɴᴇs ᴍʏ ᴅᴀʀᴋɴᴇss, ᴍʏ ғɪʀᴇғʟʏ ᴡʜᴏ ʟᴇᴀᴅs ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴋɪɢʜᴛ, ᴡʜᴏ ʜᴇʟᴘs ᴍᴇ ᴇsᴄᴀᴘᴇ ᴍʏ ᴍᴏɴsᴛᴇʀs ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ʜ

in which a fuckboy who fucked almost every homo guy in this college, has his eyes on the cute new boy "just wait on me, Seokjin" ;-Namjoon [v slow updates, cuz life]

[completed] ❝only fools fall❞ in which namjoon is heartbroken and reckless, until he meets the cute boy that moves next door. © kpopsluts

What does death feel like? I hope it's peaceful...

Namjoon choose to leave Jin for his career but, then he regrets everything. _ ( October 24 2015 - January 4 2016 )