14 year old Kelsea Black had a perfect life. She was happy as could be with her amazing parents until one day a fatal car accident changed her life. Now all alone in this world, she was never sent into foster care and has been living alone for the past five months. She gets through each day by stuffing her emotions down and keeping herself busy, attending school and working in all of her spare time. When her fathers birthday arrives, she can no longer keep her wall up and falls asleep crying on her parents graves. Found in the morning, cold, dehydrated and starved, by none other than Ashton Irwin, him and the boys decide to foster her until they leave for tour. Will they grow attached to young Kelsea? Will things start looking up? Started: December 2, 2018 Completed: August 17, 2019

She'd dealt with it before- everyday in fact. The words were thrown around as much as the beer bottles. But no one could know. She told people she was clumsy, that she did kickboxing... anything to hide the truth that only her dad and best friend knew about. Until she landed in hospital, and four people made it their mission to make her as safe as possible.

"Why do you always stay with me?" "I like it when we're together"

She thought the world was against her and being loved just wasn't for her, until she met four boys determined to change that. (the writing in this is certainly not my best, just a heads up) warning: this book deals with triggering topics such as eating disorders, self-harm, and suicide. [highest ranking ~ #1 fanfiction] 2015 by mrcalibu. All rights reserved (I do not own 5 Seconds of Summer, Hi Or Hey Records, Arzaylea, Bryana Holly, or any real-life characters that may be involved in the story. I only own my own characters, such as Daisy. Every character and their actions in this book is strictly fictional.)

"She fucking needs help- and no one is fucking helping her!" "Then lets be the ones to help her."

"You can trust them, they won't hurt you" "I need time."

~sequel to doubled~ "I went from having a twin and a full- happy family to having fucking no one." "Who said you didn't have me?"

"It's like war" "It doesn't have to be"

"I just want it to stop" "Let me take care of that"