"It's alright, John, I'm here. I'm right here, and I'm not leaving." Freddie whispered, shakily, holding my body closer to his chest, kissing the top of my head and crying into my hair. "Don't cry, love, please don't cry." He breathed, petting my hair down so I would stop sobbing. "Why did you choose me, Freddie? You deserve so much better than me- you all deserve so much better than me." I sobbed against his chest and he rubbed my back in response. "I didn't mean to do it- I didn't mean to do it!" I screamed and he shook his head, patting me in attempt to calm me down. "No, John, don't start with that. You know very well why I chose you... I love you, and I love what you did for me... We'll get through it this time- we always got through it." Trigger warning: eating disorders and drug usage [started September 26, 2018 - ended May 1, 2019]

A story in which Brian walks in on Roger and sees... things... so he writes "Fat Bottomed Girls" that night. Brian tries to hide and deny his feelings for Roger but soon, he lets it slip after an argument. #1 in Maylor Howdy. Just so you know, I try to post a chapter every few days. You can probably expect 1-3 chapters a week. This book will be really fluffy btw so be prepared for cute Maylor shit. Also sorry if some things are inaccurate. I'll try my best but I'm also pretty dumb sorry. Sometimes I'll update everyday if I'm feeling up to it. Thanks for reading and remember to comment ideas and thoughts.