Part 1 of the infamous series. Feelings appear. Sparks fly. Love rises. Problems occur. Please note: This story is now very old (7 years old in 2020) and I'd like to think my writing has improved since then! There are a bunch of cringey parts and bad writing in here, but enjoy and thanks for reading! :)

Dan howell is starting at a new school, he is abused and raped by his own father, Phil lester is the so called emo fag, people call him that because someone told everyone he's gay, so he gets brutally beaten everyday but pretends as if nothing happens, what happens when they met? Started: August 30th Ended: January 18th

mute!Dan and happy!Phil Dan has been a mute since he was about 10 due to the abuse he received as a child. he also developed anorexia and insomnia by the time he was 14. Phil is the new kid at school. He is very happy and content with his life. he didn't understand why or how people could be depressed, until he meets dan...

'don't do that. don't act like you care. i might do something stupid, like open up to you.' {or the one where phil has a photographic memory and dan is telekinetic} STARTED - 11/12/16 COMPLETED - 16/02/17

Just a bunch of Phan oneshots for when I have writers block. Enjoy! They're crap at first but I promise they get better (you could even start like halfway through when they start to get a bit better :P) Warnings: *smut, fluff, self-harm, depression, anxiety, studentxteacher, boyxboy, angst, attempted suicide, eating disorders, physical abuse, verbal abuse, abusive relationships, cheating, mutism, homophobia, death, cancer, blindness, bullying, self-loathing, cross-dressing, cruelty to stuffed animals*

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