It's all just a mask. The laughing. The smiling. The joking. It's all a mask so no one will know or see the real me. 'Cause deep down, I'm not the laughing, smiling jokester you all think I am. Nobody knows the real me or who I am. An' they shouldn't, because I don't matter anyways. I'm jus' a mistake.....rated for depression, violence, suicidal feelings/attempts and abuse. If you don't like, don't read.