I was a human just like you once. A soul. I had lived a life brimmed with flowers that could glow love, had a fire within me to bring others warmth. I once had a family that cherished me, and accepted me. I had the spirit of a child, with many stories to tell. Life was a blessing. But it was also a curse. Everything that burnt bright became grey with every flower that decayed. My smile wasn't real anymore. I hardly slept. The world was growing without me, and I wanted to keep myself intact. I wanted a way out, but the world wouldn't listen nor understand. I thought I had done everything right, but I guess we all make mistakes out of desperation. Maybe with this, the invisible and the miserable will know that they aren't alone. Not now, not ever. Greetings. I am Esmeray, and this is my secret oeuvre. In order to understand, you must first become lost. *artwork does not belong to me;)

These are some poems that I thought of at a harder time in my life. I do hope that at least something beautiful could come out of that.

These are just some of the things that come into my head and I decided to write them down. Some of the things are based on the events of my life and some are just there. I hope you enjoy.