This was an essay i had made in response to a prompt in health class. The minimum was 5 sentences but i had to do the lesson justice, as they took the serious topic and gave it their own definition basically. so i did a little more than required.. heh.. Plus i wanted to give you guys some advise and inform others as well!

A thing I'll try to keep up with (hopefully) daily. If I don't update it at night ill do it the next day if i don't forget. though i do forget things easily unfortunately

A diary of mine that I've been keeping since November.. i feel like posting and updating at least this to keep my friends updated. I'll never.go back and edit it, nor will i try and explain what's going on. Its difficult, but, the first post will be of what i have written since November to current day. I only ever write in it when I'm seriously suicidal. its getting worse and i dont wanna accidentally lose all I've written.. its important to look back on these types of things to understand yourself better. I dont /want/ to kill myself. Not truely. I'm honestly scared of it..