(I know I never finish books don't yell at me plz ;-; ) *!*THIS BOOK CAN BE TRIGGERING, IF I NEED TO PUT ANY TRIGGER WARNINGS PLEASE LET ME KNOW*!* {This is a story I started writing with my girlfriend Kassidy ( wattpad @mukes_honeybun ), the credit for the character Alliexa Sarafine Mason goes entirely to her as do all POV's of said character.} Nerebus Solaria Aether , formerly known as Iris Icarius Eclipse, is a shadow demon, otherwise known as a member of the Atherius race. Most Aetherians have amazing abilities known as affinities, some greater than others. Other times, affinities can be dangerous and uncontrollable. For Nerebus, after an accident she speaks little of, her affinity is deadly to all those that are near her when she loses control of it. After Nerebus is put on trial, everything goes from rock bottom to abysmal for her. Will anything ever work out for Nerebus? Will she ever be able to forgive herself? Well, I'm not giving you any spoilers so you have to read and find out hehe.

A compilation of poems from me, a boy with a fragile psyche, and an even more fragile sense of reality. These are my view, my perception of reality. Topics range from anything from depression, suicidal thoughts, anxiety, alcoholism, nightmares, and existential philosophies. Read at your own risk, as more often than not my poems are dark and depressing.

****TRIGGER WARNING**** This book is comprised of real thoughts that have run through my head. Most of them are screwed up and filled with self loathing. This means there will be mentions of self harm, starving myself (anorexia), suicidal thoughts, and a suicide attempt. ****NOTICE**** If I see ANYONE cyber-bullying (i.e negative, hurtful, or vulgar comments towards me or anyone in the comments) you will be inboxed with a message from me stating that you have been blocked, flagged, and reported. I will NOT tolerate any behavior of this sort. ****ONE MORE THING**** If any of you want to use any of the poems in here (There will be poems at random intervals) please notify me via comment or DM (direct message) and I will get back to you as soon as possible. So long as you don't plagiarize me and ask for my permission, I don't have a problem. But this is my work, my thoughts, and my art. ****THANKS EVERYONE**** Signed, Gale Elias (a.k.a Erebus)

The story of one very suicidal boy, a change of address, and the ragtag group of friends that kept him alive. Otherwise, my high school career, past, and present.

"Inkii, now filled with rage, stood glaring at the Shadowman from across the clearing. This was a being of pure hatred. There he stood, steeped in blood and misery, glaring right back at the girl half his size, but just as powerful as he. There they stood waging war with each other within their minds." i.e the story of a broken family, magick, love, loss, and war. and this is only the beginning