What the title says #1 in Frankiero 21/10/19

*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

First: this starts during the end of the revenge era Second: Title credit: Feel by Sleeping With Sirens Third: Warning: There will be a lot of triggering things in this story. Have you ever felt like you're nothing more than an empty shell? Have you ever felt dead inside? Have you ever felt alone or unwanted? Have you ever felt like nobody cares? You know what? Here's a better question. Have you ever truly felt alive? Started: July 11, 2016 Finished: November 11, 2016

[COMPLETED - based on a dream I had.] I tried to struggle, but he was much too solid. He had me pinned to the ground, and I couldn't move at all. My heart was pulsating inside my chest, a painful and numb feeling coursed through my body as his lips met with mine once more. I could't speak. I was scared. I panted heavily as he sat up on top of me, grasping my neck with his large hands. "Do you love me yet?" He smirked, his eyes piercingly dark. [No longer editing, please do leave edits and feedback in comments.]

This is basically a love story between the reader and a emo boy.This is my first story I'm writing so it probably won't be the best.

My cousin Abby hung herself in 2015, so I feel like I owe this to her to write this book

[ Just some quotes that you can relate to. ]

---Its just life---

"Kiss me, you loser," "No problem my red headed punk rocker," A series of letters between Luke Hemmings and Michael Clifford; two Australian idiots brought together via English project. Trigger warning: Self harm Cover by undertoness