Call it a public diary. Call it a note book. Call it a way of expressing my feelings, sharing my thoughts and ending up on some conclusions about things that bother me (and I guess other people). This is a small dive inside my mind and you are all warm welcomed to follow me, if you want to. You don't have to agree with me (I think I didn't have to mention it, but anyway, I did it to prevent few 'polite' comments) and I would love us to discuss about everything. No clue how I decided to start it, but an inner voice pushed me and I am done keeping everything inside. Some release would help. If you are you ready enough, take a seat and join me...

Everyone says I'm pure, sensitive and kind... I'm Tia Gordon and everyone calls me an angel. For 5 years I imagined my life, I dreamed about my future and I was waiting for the moment when I would start my new life with Derek, the man of my dreams, my mate, but... Fate had other plans for me and as it turned out it was tougher on me than it was with Blaire, my sister, but I had to be strong for everyone around me. Paradise became hell, the dream became a nightmare, those I trusted betrayed me, those who were my enemies turned out to be my saviors, and everything I loved as much as anything else wanted to break me. Derek was not the only one who broke me, or at least this is what I thought ... One mate was not enough and a second one came asking for revenge with an angel's face, but too sad he was a demon... No one had prepared me for what happened ... I had never imagined so many secrets and lies. I was not ready for such pain, hatred, malice, injustice, madness and paranoia. Love became hatred and passion turned into psychosis! And I ... I never stopped fighting, trying, hoping and praying for a better future no matter how much I had suffered. I tried, even though they wanted to break my 'wings' so I could never 'fly' again! What was the end? I do not know yet... Sometimes life is full of surprises, anything can change in just a second. Ι am Tia Gordon and this is my story...

It is said that our past determines who we are but what if this is not absolute? What happens when we decide to change it and try again from the beginning by correcting our mistakes and asking for forgiveness? And what if we have not even chosen the past that unjustly determines us? Three couples, three different love stories with the past haunting the present and the future... Becky meets her mate, the man that betrayed her, Gabriel again after 18 years but she is not alone, she has their children and this time he knows he won't be able to afford her loss again and wants a second chance from her and their children ... Things are already complicated but get even worse when his step-daughter, Hayley, the girl he has been raising for years on his own, the daughter of the woman who took him from Becky, is his son's, Ryker's mate! The anger, hatred, pain and desperation fight against love, kindness and fairness all the time but in the end only one thing is for sure... The one who wants to leave behind the past and act with justice and kindness will make it ...

I am getting crazy! Why? Why is Thor doing this to me? What have I done to deserve such treatment? We are mates and he is choosing her over me! I came back after two years to find it out, I could have never imagined such a thing and now I have to stand on his side as his Beta and not as his Luna. It is breaking my heart and I want to run away but I can't do this to my parents and our pack, they need me, they love me but... How can I make it when my heart is breaking and I feel like dying day by day? And what am I going to do with that wolf that keeps on following me the last six years everywhere I go? Who is he? He can't be my enemy, he has saved my life so many times, he gets in our territory to see me but nobody notices him and I don't want to tell Thor about it, I don't want to lose this wolf, he is special to me for an unknown reason... I feel like I am in the middle of so many choices and I don't know what to do, I am fighting with my own self, I feel there are things I don't know, something is wrong and my instinct is right, I am confused and in the end I want my heart to be the winner, just like my grandma had adviced me to... "Cleo, always follow your heart, she knows the right way..."

He was meant to choose me. He was meant to love me. He was meant to mark me. He was meant to be mine. My other half. My soul mate. My mate... But fate had different plans for me because my mate is... Already Mated. • • •

Iris Black is a strong, smart, logical, sweet 21 years old girl with new life and name. Her real name is Diana Rollins, a pure Beta that was found almost dead at her 16 from a man that took her with him in England, adopted and raised her like his own daughter. She found a real family, pack and friends that loved her unconditionally. She became a strong Beta at her 'father's' place and one of the best 200 warriors of the whole kingdom. Everything seems peaceful in her life until... Her past knocks her door again and she has to face it. Before her new life she had been being abused from her parents, she got rejected from her real mate, her parents almost killed her, she watched her second mate, a common human dying in order to save her, she fell in a coma from the pain, she became too vulnerable without a mate's bond... With these memories bombarding her mind the hatred and pain that had been sleeping inside her heart wake up forcing her to stay strong, hide her real identity and try to stay away from the people that 'killed' her. But... How can she make it with her destiny having other plans for her? From the other side Daniel, the current King rejected his mate while he was just the Prince. He had always been a womanizer, he never felt a real attraction for any woman but... Things change when his eyes land on Iris, the young, distant, serious, special warrior that for him acts more like a man than a woman... The pull is strong, he feels a connection but he can't explain why or the reason behind Iris' avoidance. So what is going to happen when Daniel finds out Iris' real identity by mistake and wants to keep his mate next to him without being willing to reveal his true intentions while Diana just wants to run away from him? Who is going to win the battle for control with both of them being stubborn and strong? Daniel, Diana or her secret enemies? Will Diana live to have her happy ending with a mate on her side?

Cora was being abused for her whole life. First her father, her brother and her pack and then... Her mate, Noah... She never protested, she never complained, she was just enduring the pain in silence. She reached close to death lots of times until she realized she had had enough... She had lost her whole life, her son, she had nothing else to lose. She preferred to leave or die trying to get away from everyone. She got away to find out accidentally about her past and her true identity. She found the home, the family, the love, the strength and the hope she never had and became stronger. Some years later her fate brings her in front of her past again but this time things are different. She is the strong one and they are all weak in front of her. Will she be able to forgive and love? Will she find true love and have her happy ending?

He was great at displaying fake emotions. She was great at hiding her own. She was called a psychopath for her lack of empathy when she felt the most. He was called kind and compassionate for his kind smile when he felt nothing. She loved him. He was obsessed. He was her poison and she was his antidote. ................ "I would kill for you if I must. I would die for you if I could. I wish I had never let you go that day, six years ago. I wish I had locked you up in our hiding place so you'd never leave my side. If I had known this was going to happen, I would have. But you are here now, and if I have to give it all up to keep you, I would. Still, if you are asking those three words of me again then 'sorry' is all I have left to say." "I love you..." "You don't know what you are talking about, Ren." ................. Updates on weekends! #2nd place for WEREWOLF in the BLUE ROSE AWARDS

Ian hates Blaire for who she is, a murderer's daughter. She gets rejected, fights against him and tries to change his mind in vain, his hatred is bigger than her hopes. He keeps on breaking her and her family. Little does he know about her and the truth his closest one is hiding. Blaire can do nothing else than leave to give birth to their daughter and there she finds love and comes back some years later to feel the most extreme pain caused from Ian. Truth comes on the light too late, the pain destroys everything and... Ian changes his mind but Blaire is far to gone. Will she come back? Will she forgive him? What is going to happen when their enemy returns again? Is he going to help them or destroy every bond for good? Will Blaire live to have her happy ending?

Liam, Mira. He was the darkness, she was the light. He was coldhearted, she was sensitive. He was cruel, she was kind. He broke her, she survived and became strong. He thought she was alone, she had their children. He called her worthless, she became an Alpha, a Luna, a mother and a father. After years Liam meets Mira again but she is not the same girl anymore. Liam's heart is not the same either. This time he admits he had been always having feelings for her, he wants to fight for her love and their 'family' but Mira has become a difficult, strong woman that denies to step back without a fight... What will happen between them? Will he fight for her enough? Will she manage to forgive him? And when a mysterious enemy appears will Liam be able to save Mira? After the truth comes to the light will they be able to be together or the truth will break them apart forever? Highest classification: #1 in betrayal