saudade /souˈdädə/ noun a nostalgic longing to be near again to something or someone that is distant, or that has been loved and then lost; the love that remains ============================== this is a sequel to "trouvaille" the description contains spoilers, so read "trouvaille" first :) ============================== three years after ending things with billie, ag is now working as a therapist. she's finally starting to get better. but she still thinks about what could've been. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 5/6/2021 ended: 5/22/2021 ============================== achieved: ? #1 in #billieeilish 5/24/2022

in which two girls meet through unhappy relationships _ gxg no smut

"God I'm nervous, the last videographer quit because Billie was *too harsh.* I have no idea what to expect" You heard it here, I'm bad at descriptions read it you'll enjoy it. (maybe smut?)

How do you forget someone you used to love? Someone you now hate? Billie Eilish Let Me Go contains a lot of smut 👅💦 Credit to @MitchezHunter for the cover!!

ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʜᴇʟᴘ ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴍᴀɢɪɴᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ'ᴠᴇ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴᴇᴅ ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇɴ'ᴛ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴀɴ ᴏɴʟɪɴᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇ...

"𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙞𝙩 𝙖 𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪?" sequel to antics 𝙱𝙰𝙲𝙺𝚂𝙷𝙾𝚃𝚂 𝚆𝙸𝚃𝙷 𝙼𝚈 𝙶𝙸𝚁𝙻

when you smile for real, you make me smile FOR REAL. billie eilish x oc completed

High school. Right girl. Excellent student. One day will change everything. Spoil me if you can.

[Sequel To Property Of Billie Eilish] Three years ago, Billie disappeared in a fire that should've taken her life. Everyone thought she was dead-except Riley. Grief-stricken and obsessed, Riley has spent every moment since searching for the girl who taught her how to love... and how to burn. When Riley finally finds Billie in a psychiatric institution, alive but unrecognizable, the reunion is anything but romantic. Billie is medicated, erratic, and unreachable. Riley is bitter, broken, and smoking herself into ruin. What follows is a sharp, spiraling descent into obsession, guilt, and fractured loyalty. Riley can't stop visiting. Billie can't decide if she wants her there. And between insecurity, violent outbursts, and long-forgotten secrets from the night of the fire-both girls must face the one question neither of them is ready to answer: Is love still love when it starts to hurt? Insanity is a dark, emotional novel about mental illness, toxic romance, and the blurred line between devotion and destruction.