Eight months after the events of "Only To Feel This Fully," Charlie Holloway has his rock bottom. He's come out in the worst way possible and will soon have to switch schools, where he will have to see his ex Theo Broussard in class every day. Charlie just wants to find happiness, but the world seems to be conspiring against him. Meanwhile, Theo must figure out some things for himself, as he weighs what he wants in life and what to do after graduation. The two are no longer on speaking terms and each will have to find their own way in the world, before either can ever find love again, together or separately.

Charlie Holloway has great friends, good grades, a steady part-time job he actually likes, and athletic ability that makes him a star in two sports, but recently it's all felt rather hollow. However, when childhood friend Theo Broussard comes back into his life, Charlie is shaken out of a years-long daze that has left him coasting through his teenage years. Theo just happening to be the star player for his school's biggest rival and his first crush only complicates matters further. When things get difficult, Charlie finds himself forced to choose between his current life following the path of least resistance or a harder but possibly more fulfilling one. "Only to feel this fully, this entire, the way snow touched bare skin & is suddenly, no longer snow" -Ocean Vuong, "Devotion" from Night Sky with Exit Wounds [Re-edited 4/18/20]

*This Novel by Shi Shi was originally translated by RosySpell, I only want to re-post here so I can complete the set of Shi Shi novel for easier reading. Author: Shi Shi十世 Status: Completed 10 chapters + 2 extras *ALL RIGHTS RESERVE BY THE AUTHOR *ALL CREDITS TO THE ORIGINAL TRANSLATOR ROSYSPELL BeiTang MinQian: He is a world class super model and is the only son and heir to a prestigious aristocratic family. Because of the pressure as the family's sole successor, he must face the norms of an expected societal marriage. Su YuanHeng: He is a talented neurosurgeon and was an orphan abandoned at an orphanage. A chance encounter during a surgery led him to fall in love at first sight with the then 14 years old, BeiTang MinQian. But the childhood trauma of being abandoned by his father had casted a dark shadow in his heart that is impossible to be erased. These factors caused their ambiguous relationship to be even more unsettled. Before everything even became clear, an even bigger 'random incident' unexpectedly occurred - Facing a relationship that is full of cracks, the 'fate' that God bestowed upon them... is it actually deep or shallow? At night, when Su YuanHeng is lying on the big cold bed by himself, the blistering heated air obstructed his breathing. He turned on the air conditioner to high. Wrapped in a thin blanket, he tossed and turned in bed. The days without BeiTang MinQian by his side, he thought that he was already used to it. But when this person came back for just one night, his pathetic body still longed for his embrace. Su YuanHeng slowly closed his eyes and dazily reminisced about his very distant past. His father had once held him in his arms, mumbling tenderly, "Xiao Li, FeiLi...the meaning of this name is 'never to leave forever.' You must remember..." "Remember..." "Daddy, I remember, but what about you? You still left me..." Even the person that is by his side, there is going to be that day when he will also leave him ...

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The story is about a 18 year old orphan boy named Leon. Through the hardships of life, he found himself in the Hands of a Pimp and became an escort. But then he met a 28 years old by name Rain. Their encounter was not that of the ordinary but their story is one for the books. Disclaimer: Although this is an original story with original characters, I borrowed the actors from ADDICTED (BaiLouYin )for My cover. I do not own the picture. 3/18/2020 #1- Addicted =6/20/20

"We can't do this." I whisper as our lips re-connect, a tingling fire surging through my body as his hands ravage unexplored lands; my innocence dissipating away with every peck he trails down my neck. "I know we can't. That's why it's so exciting." He replies through kisses. His effortless charm intoxicates me; drowning me; hunting me; devouring me. "What if my brother finds out?" The perpetuated patter of the rain unable to subdue my groan as he digs his nails deeper into my skin. "Who cares." ********** Welcome to my story, where an innocent boy finds a not so innocent boy in his bed; where they do not so innocent things. - YOP

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Luke Adams is everything your girlfriend wants you to be. He's smooth, charming, insanely attractive, and undoubtedly the best guy on the basketball team. He treats dating almost like another homework assignment he's required to complete. Until Emery Scott comes along. A transfer student from Indiana, Emery is quiet, and sweet, and Luke just cannot understand the feeling he gets in his stomach every time Emery walks by. But does Luke actually have the courage to maintain a relationship, especially such a complicated one? boyxboy

"Zayn, have you ever thought of running for Student Body President?" "No, sir," "I think you should try," "Anything for you, Mr. Payne," Zayn Malik is your average teenager. He runs the school newspaper, likes video games, and has a secret crush on his English teacher, Mr. Payne. For him, everything he wants is just out of grasp, that is, until he runs for Student Body President. And suddenly, things just start to work out for him, including a relationship that is so wrong and so right at the same time. Or, the one where Zayn is in doing something illegal, Mr. Payne supports it, and Louis is the best and worst person ever.