Izaya questions all he ever works and lives for. Then when finding the answer he looses himself completely. Spiraling into a depression he can't pull himself out of. He laughs at himself when found at his lowest point by the last person he wanted to be seen by Warning// deep fanfiction. Trigger warning for some people don't like don't read. Thank you

*******Completed******** After some "unknown" incidents, Izaya Orihara forgets himself, the people around him, and his relationships. Although he has no desire of taking care of his enemy, Shizuo somehow gets put in charge of this very task. *DISCLAIMER: I do not own Durarara!!, nor any of it's characters. I only own the plot of this story. *WARNING: This contains BoyxBoy and if for some reason you can't handle this, this story is not for you. No smut.

Izaya is having some difficulty. He has nightmares whenever he closes his eyes, he can't eat, and Shizu-chan is always on his tail trying to kill him. Izaya's depressed state finally shows one day.... how will Shizuo take it? What's gonna happen to their relationship from now on? . . . this is a serious story but to add some fluff and stuff I'm gonna try and add a couple one shots NOT related to the story. thanks for reading!!

Izaya is afraid of lightning and he's always made it through alone. Will shizuo be able change that fact? Shizaya one-shot!

Everyday is the same for the informant of Ikebukuro. That is until one morning his whole life changes when he wakes up to find he ha turned into a Neko. As if this isn't hard enough a certain blonde is on his tail, literally, and trying to figure out what is up with Izaya. It's even worse when the feline part of him has also taken a fancy towards him... ------------------------------------- THIS STORY CAN BE SEEN AS SHIZAYA (SHIZUOXIZAYA) OR AS A FANFIC WITH A LOT OF FANSERVICE.

After Izaya fails to commit suicide he goes back in town. Izaya's out in the cold rain until he meets up with Shizuo who is offering to give him his umbrella. What twisted fate arises between them? (DISCLAIMER: I don't own Durarara and the photos I used for the cover)

Well a dominant Shizuo and depressed Izaya. Completed.

Izaya has an abusive father who forces Izaya to live with him and only lets him out to work. Izaya puts up with it just to protect his family. Shinra is the only one who knows, and is Izaya's best friend. Shizuo of course, is Izaya 's hopeless crush who goes too far one day and causes the flea's mask to crumble, revealing a face littered in huge, ghastly scars.... This is my first fanfic, so please do not eat me alive!! DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN DURARARA!! OR ANY OF IT'S CHARACTERS!! Nor do I own the cover art. Literally none of this is mine except for the obsessive fanfic writing. That's it

Izaya was walking in the streets of Ikebukuro. The streets he was forbidden to walk by his arch-nemesis. Izaya didn't mind at the time. But, what happens when Shizuo hits him and doesn't know Izaya was beat up pretty bad? What burden will be put on Shizuo's shoulders? ---------------------- Disclaimer: I do NOT own Durarara! (DRRR!) This is yaoi, bxb, so on so on.

Izaya, a mess up person that came from a perfect family. Right? wrong, his family is nothing from perfect. After learning this, will Shizuo help Izaya from himself and his father before it's too late?