disclaimer: i began working on this book in 2012. i was twelve, and bored, so a majority of the first chapters are cheesy, or bizarre. my apologies. i'll do my best to give life advice for girls, however i doubt this will ever actually get to one thousand.

Aleks Merchant is a junior, in highschool. He has only a few friends, not to mention an abusive father, and a dead mother. He is having a hard time coping with it all. Also, he has a crush on his best friend, and cant tell him that. Eddie is also a junior, and is Aleks' best friend. He has been through a lot, as his parents dont agree with all of his decisions. Eddie does not realize this yet, but he may develope feelings for his best friend. WARNING: There is mention of self harm, and lots of smut in this book!!!!!!!!! Do NOT read if you think you cant handle it.

Poems by Icis