I don't think it's exactly news to anyone that I keep journals. Pages out of some of my old ones adorn the walls at the Grammy Museum. What might surprise some people is that I usually have more than one at a time. One for song lyrics, one for what's going on in my life. What follows is an edited version of the one I kept in 2016 and the first part of 2017. Some things are still too private, too personal. Some you'll have to hear in songs. I never thought I'd write a memoir so young. At 27 I'd like to think I have a lot of life yet to experience. But after countless questions, I realized I'd rather put it all out there, for you to read on your own, rather than let the media interpret what I have to say. I've had enough of people twisting my words to last a lifetime.

~I update upon request~ Shane Madej is a club goer with one rule: no matter what, pants stay on. Ryan Bergara is a typically shy and innocent man, but his innocence is quickly washed away by the desire to get a beautiful man to break some rules.

the title says it all !!

❝this... we can't last. our days were numbered from the beginning.❞ {cw: cancer, death, mentions of suicide} [completed]

Ryan believes with all of his heart that love exists, so what happens when he falls for someone who doesn't? Currently in editing!

Tessa Hart has a secret, but she's too scared to tell a soul... ||Mystery Thriller#1||

How can something so evil be so endlessly tender? Cop!Ryan x Demon!Shane fanfiction //warnings// gore, satanism, murder, detailed descriptions of murder victims and crime scenes, disturbing stuff, strong language

Ryan: are demons real? Shane: im right here buckaroo [Tumblr text posts]

"I've been hiding this ring for three weeks, and I'd really like to give it to your daughter. So I'd really appreciate it if you could, like, not hate me?"

217 of us boarded flight MJ027 20 of us survived the crash now there's only 11 of us. We aren't alone on this island But we are, Wrecked --------------------------------------------- Part one of the Wrecked Duology 217 people, 217 different reasons people are onboard flight MJ27. Some are brought there by fear, running for their lives, others by love and hope for a better future. What will happen when these people are brought together and forced to survive. Dru Alexanders has something that doesn't belong to her, something people would do anything to get their hands on. Even take down a plane full of innocent people. There's no going back, and after they are left wrecked on a desert island Dru has to make up for everything she caused. But Jesse Blake isn't going to make that easier for her. * Cover by the beautifully talented sinistersushi *