Ambedo; n. a kind of melancholic trance in which you become completely absorbed in vivid sensory details, briefly soaking in the experience of being alive, an act that is done purely for its own sake. ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦ This is about sins and mistakes, Soft lips and stolen kisses, Broken hearts and teared eyes, Lost souls and long time crushes, And knowing what's wrong but still doing it. ❦ ❦ ❦ ❦

Maybe at the beginning, there was nothing, but so much happened in the span of five years. Feeling were developed and the desire between both man and woman burned. Well, at least, the woman's feelings did. Alessio hadn't chosen his own wife, he wasn't even thinking about marriage until his parents forced a young and innocently beautiful girl towards him. Now, five years later after being married to her he must decide if he wants to keep up the lie they have been playing for so long or finally let himself feel something deeper then he has ever allowed himself to before.

"You and I, we're one too many worlds apart It really shouldn't work but it does And side by side, we're different but somehow the same It really shouldn't work but it does It really shouldn't work but it does When it comes to us." •• Two strangers meet unexpectedly. Ones a quiet girl, hoping to be alone, but not lonely for the night. Another, a edgy bad boy trying to find a break from his busy life of class and work. They both decide to be spontaneous for the remaining hours of the night they have left together. Adventure ensues. -------------------------------------- This is now published and on Kindle! Go ahead and check out the edited version and help support my struggling ass.

You know when you were younger and they told you that you could be whoever you wished to be? You could grow up and become whatever you set your mind and heart upon? Yep, well I'm here to tell you that's a complete load of bull. So as I stared across at my fiancé, our hands conjoined as he read his vows- it dawned on me. Getting married at age 23 to a self centered lawyer who viewed me as more of his little prodigé than his actually wife was not what I wanted. Becoming a defense attorney at a record age to a company own by said husband that I'll never be taken seriously in was definitely not what I wanted. And making my parents happy by completely shutting down any hopes and dreams I've ever had. was absolutely not what I wanted. "Nope." I shook my head, glancing between the priest and Jake, my soon-to-be, as I yanked my hands out of his. "W-what?" He stuttered, looking back at me mortified along with everyone else in the chapel. "Fuck this." I shook my head, as I lifted my dress and quickly made my way back down the isle that was littered with people I'd never seen before. So, few hours later and I'm on the first flight to Maine. Why? Well, shit happens. *this book is unedited