"Can I try something?" Luke asked before pushing a curl behind my ear. He looked at me shyly before pressing his bottom lip to my top lip. I sat there on our shared bed frozen, unaware of the surroundings. It felt like fireworks, yet it wasn't even a proper kiss. He looked at me for approval and I beamed at him. "Can I try something?" I said softly. He nodded eagerly as I leaned into him as kissed him gently. Both of us laying back onto our shared bed thinking of what had occurred in the past minutes. Amazed on what had happened but yet sadden. This would never be a real relationship. I am merely an experiment to Luke. Although he is to I... we have tried these things over the past few weeks. My feelings are starting to tug and pull wanting to come free in my mind. This isn't good what I put myself through but I'll do it. Bringing my hand on top of his, I think of the possibilities for the future. Luke interlocks our hands and kisses me on the cheek. Why isn't this real? "Ashton..." "Yes Luke?" I say looking into those memorizing eyes. "How long are we going to do this?" He says taking his hand away from mine. As he begins to sit up he rubs his eyes and sighs. "We don't have too." I say a little hurt. Am I not a good experiment? "I don't know. It was just a question." He replies getting up from the bed, signaling that we are leaving the experiment headspace and entering the real world. The one where we can't be together. Why did I ever agree to this? When will it ever end?

{Lashton Fan-Fic} - Luke has the biggest crush on his friend and bandmate, Ashton. He actually believes he might love him. Liking a guy is new to Luke, and he's still figuring out what he's supposed to do, being in love with his friend. Ash is in a relationship with a beautiful, intelligent girl, Rose. Rose is Luke's enemy at the time, seeing how she has the boy Luke wants. Luke often finds himself putting his feelings for Ash into letters since he doesn't have the courage to tell Ash, and he has to get it off his chest somehow. What happens when Ash finds the letters? Will Ash feel the same and leave his beautiful girlfriend for Luke, or will things backfire.

5SOS Fanfic

Ashton, the nerd. Also known as f****t, gay, stupid, fatass you name it. He thinks he's worthless. And he knows he is. He's constantly getting bullied. He has scars everywhere. And they keep getting worse. Until one day, a jock named Luke Hemmings saves his life. But will Ashton accept his friendship? WARNING: May include triggering and things which you should be older than 13 to read, such as, self-harm, and a bit of anorexia.

Ashton is okay right now. He's always like this after a bad bout. He starts off saying that the world is his oyster and he loves everyone, but when the energy and fresh success fades, so does he. Luke knows. He knows about all of Ashton's problems. He knows about the time Ashton was bullied nearly to the brink, the family deaths and friend losses, and the ups and downs, the latter of which seem to be more common lately. It's been so easy lately for Ashton to slip after a joke gone wrong, or a jab on Twitter. Ashton always says he's sorry, repeating it again and again if only to convince himself. Luke knows he's sorry, knows that he can't help it. And he'll sit by the bathtub for hours, holding Ashton, to make sure that he knows someone loves him. None of the other boys know. Ashton couldn't bring himself to tell them and face their disapproving stares too, and he wouldn't let Luke tell them, so he's stuck in this half state of secrecy and confession to Luke. Ashton hasn't gone too far yet, not far enough that Luke can't patch him up with gauze, antibiotics, and a long hug. But someday, someday, Luke knows Ashton won't be able to take it anymore, and Ashton will die. And Luke will be all alone.

There was something about Luke, that made Ashton smile. But lately, Luke hasn't been smiling back. Luke is deeply in love with Ashton, and it's slowly killing him. He's convinced that Ashton will never love him back. He starts to drift away from the other boys, shutting himself out from them while occasionally letting Calum in. Luke is tired of being alone and tired of feeling broken.