You are Cait. A girl who has a normal life until 'a friend' says something that makes you angry. And when you have a strong emotion, you dance. But what happens of someone sees you dancing and posts it online "Delete that, NOW!" "Why is it such a big deal, chill" "If someone, no, ANYone sees that video, my life will be over!" I grab my bags and try to run but he pulls me back, taking my bag off my shoulder. He looks in "No way... Read more to find out

"There are matters of words I want to say to you but I can't seem to find any..I'm not okay...I feel guilty ..I feel like it's written all over me . I feel like I'm holding onto something I don't need....but I can't seem to point it out ...your what I've always found a dream that's far from being a reality .....I'm broken...I'm just too broken for you Bruno!... I feel like I'm slipping away...we're you even there ? ...I tell myself love you...because I truly care....I tell myself I need you but is that really fair .....I thought I loved you in the moment . I use to say our love is just a game but in the mind as dysfunctional as mine that could go both ways....I thought I held you down when you were suffering but it seems to me that I was just suffocating....I feel like I was never there in the bit s and pieces of this relation that were suppose to be my biggest memories and it's all because of you...Why? ..it won't matter.,it never does...not to me ...., we found each other...you gave me comfort but my mistake was letting you fall for me , I just wasted your time....you took your time ...a very long time ...but I don't belong to you ...I never will.. Who am I ...breathing wasn't my reason to live..but now I don't have you.. I've never actually had anything in life..I wish I was more outspoken but words Are always out of reach for me....saying I'm grateful to you would be an understatement to what I feel towards your presence in my shattered life. " My Dear Melancholy"....was the name you called me when you felt me slipping through your fingers.. when you felt depressed.. when you dreaded those eyes..I shall never forget that name..if I keep going , I won't make it . You don't deserve an apology ..that would just be insulting you, I really loathe saying sorry , there's got to be another way, but I know your hurt regardless..but I'm trying to take away the pain, but there's a lot of shit you can't ignore.

WATTPAD ORIGINAL EDITION When a summer of fun turns upside down, Olivia must figure out whether her paranoid imagination is playing tricks on her or if she's being followed - and by who. ***** It's been years since Olivia nearly drowned in Caldwell Beach, and after moving away, she's back for the summer to reconnect with old friends. However, not everything-or everyone-is the same. Her childhood best friend, Miles, is still sweet and carefree, but his older brother West is not. Disowned and working at the local garage, he's distanced himself from everyone, until Olivia accidentally uncovers the reason why. But as the two grow closer, strange things begin happening to Olivia. She can't stop seeing shadows and hearing voices, but as she slips into a downward spiral of obsessiveness and paranoia, she must fight to uncover the truth behind who is after her, and why. [[word count: 60,000-70,000 words]]