"Yoongi stop making so many mistakes" That's isn't what Hoseok said but his brain sure made it sound like that "Just fucking stay in your studio and rot in there until you die" Isn't even close to what Namjoon has said but his depression infused brain twisted the leaders kind words into ones filed with hate and vennom Or During preparations for a comeback the other members forget that yoongi's still battling with his demons and sometimes let their stress and annoyance out on him, not realizing that he's close to his breaking point TW : - Graphic depiction of Self-Harm - Mental Health problems - Suicidal thoughts

Maybe, one day, when the time is right, we will meet again.

Being an idol is hard and tiring. Yoongi doesn't know why he chose to become one when all he wanted to do was make music. He wants to leave this way of life, to get away from the prying eyes of the world. But he knows even if he quits, people will still be watching him. There's only one way out and he's been wanting to follow through with it for as long as he can remember. WARNING!! Contains ~self harm ~suicide attempts ~suicidal thoughts ~abuse

Jungkook is a funny, happy-go-lucky guy, on the outside at least. In reality he uses a fake, fun persona to cover up his secret depression and self-harm. He does everything he can to keep up his facade, some people might even call him paranoid, but he can't let anyone find out. Unfortunately, despite his efforts, someone does. Not just anyone, but his closest friend in the band, Jimin. Read to find out what will happen when jungkook secret gets found out. (Btw idk if that sounded pretentious, but I want it to sound cool so plz read thank u) edited by @stxrry_kook (major thx!!) 18,787 words

Jungkook and the voice inside his head - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Please note this fic contains mature topics such as . Eating disorders . Self harm . Panic attacks - - - - - - - - - - Jinkook is involved if anyone cares and this is completed

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