I had a plan it was a great plan. A plan that was working so well, maybe a little too well. All I had to do was finish my senior year in peace and in 5 months I'd be out of this crazy state, but something went wrong. What the fuck happened? I am questioning if leaving is right when the boy I love is here. Why did this have to happen to me? why did I have to fall for the wrong guy? now I can't just up and leave, how can I? am I gonna have to choose? if so who my dream school or the guy that changed everything? What will I do? So many questions to answer and not enough time to answer them.

When he had to choose, between seeing his friend die or doing a dispicable thing, he chose the despicable thing, but how did it end up like this. Joakim knew it was the last time he probably would ever speak to him after this... NOW FINISHED 2013-06-19

Conner Rogers: Hot, athletic, and popular, with an ego the size of the Empire State Building. Selena Rider: Clumsy, uncoordinated-and-most-definitely-not-athletic, and sarcastic, with an unfortunate affinity for making self destructive life decisions. Against all odds, Selena and Conner have remained best friends longer than either can even recall, joined at the hip and constantly searching for adventure. Or trouble. Or both. Until puberty kicks in, and BAM!, they go from being best friends for life, to best friends with benefits. No one else knows, for now anyways, and keeping it that way will prove more of a challenge than expected. The two will have to deal with the fact, that the things they want, are sometimes the things that they never expected to want. There's a test of devotion and friendship approaching them, and no one is certain that they will make it out with their hearts in one piece. After all, best friends are forever. Right? UNDER MASSIVE CONSTRUCTION! So if things aren't making any sense, it's because I've been going back and editing everything XD