Can I be honest? Can I just get a little bit of closure? Can I just rant? Can I just rave? And I just spill? I need something other than these things they've hooked me up to, more than this bubble I've enclosed myself in. I need to get things out that I can't tell anyone else. In a way of telling everyone else. Someone to listen, Someone to feel Someone with out bias Who can see what I deal The cards are on the table. So go ahead take you're pick. You can go on and continue, but please take this warning as I Tick tick tick. **warning** This is me getting things out. Spilling my guts. This is my story, that's dragging and bending, continuing to change. Now, life isn't all peaches and cream so you've been warned, there's a lot of heavy topics in here.