(R18+) Let me just start by addressing that this is my Diary. That is all. This is not for kids. These are my deepest and darkest thoughts and or occurrences that happened to me, they are dark. They are not for inspiration. They are not for people who are close to the edge. This may be triggering. If you choose to read, you are taking your well-being into your own hands. Don't blame me, if you feel something towards what I wrote, these are my personal experiences or poems and quotes that I found online and liked. You have been warned.