"manihlapinatapai" (n). a look shared by two people, each wishing that the other one would initiate something they both desire but which neither wants to begin ------------------------ all you have ever known was pain; the pain of losing everything and everyone. so you decided to shut it off and shut everybody out, but little did you know you'd find yourself struggling to regain that power when you come across the most feared man in the galaxy. power runs through him, he feeds off it. but so do you. •suggested 17+ •mature content •trigger warning

*NEW COVER* same story I wrote this when I was in high school and Kylo became my comfort character. No smut some fluff. I wish I owned Star Wars but don't we all.

The King and Queen of Calidum have married you off to the Supreme Leader of the First Order to protect their people. Although fearful, you use what little hope you have to try your best to survive through the newfound predicament you're in... only to find out the Force has more in store for you and Kylo Ren. ORIGINAL STORY: COMPLETED (2019) PREQUEL STORY: COMPLETED (2020) SEQUEL STORY: ONGOING (2021) .・゜゜・　FYI　・゜゜・． ○ THIS IS A READER INSERT ○ NSFW (18+) + ANGST ○ ALTERNATE UNIVERSE .・゜゜・　RANKS　・゜゜・． ○ #1 in the KyloRen tag (6/16/19) ○ #1 in the Kylo tag (6/16/19) ○ #5 in the StarWars tag (2/7/20) ○ #1 in the SW tag (7/12/20) ○ #1 in the BenSolo tag (9/12/20) ○ #1 in the KyloxReader tag (1/5/21) ○ #4 in the AlternateUniverse tag (1/5/21) ○ #1 in the Kylo tag (2/20/21) ○ #3 in the KyloRen tag (3/24/21)

Athena has trained under General Rae Sloane of The First Order. When her home planet of Naboo is threaten she is forced to flee, leaving her family behind to die. She is soon met with the task of training under the most powerful force user known throughout the Galaxy, Kylo Ren. She is unsure of why The First Order is so interested in her, but she quickly learns why that is. Her connection to the Force grows as she trains but her progress seems to be fueled by an outside element under her Master that she wasn't expecting... Definitely triggering abusive content at times so beware! [[~220,000 Words]] COMPLETED 4/18/20 #1 In Kylo 5/08/20 #1 Anakin 1/21/21 #8 in StarWars 4/19/20 #15 in KyloRen 4/20/20 #1 in Sith 5/16/21

⭐️ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏꜱᴛ ʀᴇᴀᴅ ꜱᴛᴀʀ ᴡᴀʀꜱ ꜰᴀɴꜰɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏɴ ᴡᴀᴛᴛᴘᴀᴅ ⭐️ ʜɪɢʜᴇꜱᴛ ʀᴀɴᴋɪɴɢꜱ ꜱᴏ ꜰᴀʀ: #1 ɪɴ ꜱᴛᴀʀ ᴡᴀʀꜱ (2017) #1 ɪɴ ᴋʏʟᴏ (2021) #1 IN KYLOREN (2015-2022) #13 ɪɴ ꜰᴀɴꜰɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴ (2017) (𝕤𝕖𝕥 𝕒 𝕔𝕠𝕦𝕡𝕝𝕖 𝕠𝕣 𝕤𝕠 𝕞𝕠𝕟𝕥𝕙𝕤 𝕒𝕗𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕖𝕡.𝕧𝕚𝕚) started: december 20, 2015 finished: sometime early 2017 𝔻𝕀𝕊ℂ𝕃𝔸𝕀𝕄𝔼ℝ: *𝕚 𝕕𝕠 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕠𝕨𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕤𝕖 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕟𝕠𝕣 𝕕𝕠 𝕚 𝕠𝕨𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕣 𝕨𝕒𝕣𝕤 𝕗𝕣𝕒𝕟𝕔𝕙𝕚𝕤𝕖* (𝕚 𝕨𝕚𝕤𝕙 𝕚 𝕕𝕚𝕕, 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣)