❝can you stop blasting chase atlantic so damn loudly at 3am?❞ ❝depends, can you stop crying so damn loudly at 3am?❞ 〤 caleb just made the decision to get his own apartment so he could get some time away from his family and live closer to his university as well. however, there seems to be just one problem. every morning at 3am, the boy next door begins to blast his chase atlantic playlist loud enough for the entire colony to hear and it's begun to get on caleb's nerves. 〤 lowercase intended. (completed) . milestones: #1 in MXM - 5/30/2020 #1 in BOYXBOY - 6/1/2020 #1 in BXB - 6/1/2020 #3 in LGBTFICTION - 6/11/2020 #2 in GAY - 6/13/2020 #1 in GAY - 6/15/2020 1M reads - 8/13/2020 #3 in LGBT - 8/17/2020

∆{COMPLETED as of December 25th}∆ Finnick (Finn) Harrison is going to be a lawyer. No arguments, no ifs, ands, or buts. That is where his life is headed. His parents had it planned for him. He would not be a disappointment. Axel Tomas is a dream oriented actor journeying his way into the world of theatre. He believes in happiness, and that there's no point in living your life for someone else. When these two boys are paired into the same dorm room, Finn's whole life plan is turned upside down, as well as the things he thought he knew about himself. ∆°WARNING: UNEDITED. EDITED CHAPTERS WILL HAVE A CHECK MARK IN THE CHAPTER TITLE (✓)°∆ 157 in #nyc (29/5/18) 23 in #nyc (24/4/19)

"Try it." Kye urged eagerly. Eventually giving in to his request, Xander took a bite out of it, making a weird face as he chewed. "How does my ball taste?" He chewed slowly on it. His ball was thick, a bit too tough and rubbery. When bitten into it, a hot stream of molten gooeyness spurts out onto his tongue, in the stickiness containing small chunks of ingredients. "Is my ball okay?" Read to find out more... Highest Ranking: #4 in gayromance

Erik Henderson has a 4 year old daughter that he has to raise. On his own. Being a single dad, and being gay was not the easiest thing in the world. Paige's mother, Tillie, had been Erik's best friend, and when she died giving birth- He almost lost it. But he pulled himself together and now he had a beautiful little girl, that was his entire life. He wanted to fall in love, but dating was rough. Enter...Trent Hyatt. A somewhat mysterious guy with a bad boy image who wore leather jackets and rode a motorcycle. He couldn't be right for Erik. But could Erik resist the feelings the Trent evoked? And would something else get in the way before they could figure out they had feelings for each other? *I originally wrote this story in 2012. Upon Review I realized it could be much better. I worked to edit it, and made revisions to the end. Title was formally "Meeting the Bad Boy". Please enjoy this newer version.

Book 1 Silence. The art of keeping quiet and never making a sound. The fear that causes you to lose your voice. Kaiser Donovan hasn't talked in years. After being taken from his home at 11 by the stalker he never knew he had, Kaiser had became silent. Never making a sound. Ever since he returned home, he has been paranoid. Afraid. Terrified. That his biggest nightmare will return. That he will return. His fear of the pain that comes with talking greater than the pain he is causing to others. Will Kaiser ever find his voice or will he remain silenced? ************************** This is a boyxboy story. So beware. Don't read pass this if you are against this.

Book # 2 in the Silence Series # Sequel to "Listen Before You Speak" - the story of Elijah and Blake Elijah is no ordinary boy. Never has been, and he is probably sure that he never will be the normal boy everybody wants him to be. How can you be ordinary and normal after your first love dies? After your father was the one responsible? How do you cope when your English teacher is the one who gives you a new home? Blend in a crazy friend and the fact that Elijah who learned how to speak one word of a time thanks to Blake has gone completely mute again. Will he ever be resurrected from the pain that is threatening to overwhelm him to the point where he will cut his own wrists? Is there any way someone could save him this time? Is there really that many words that can be spoken in silence? Can you truly be put back together when you are more than broken and half the pieces are lost forever? This story is PG13, since it may have strong language. This story may contain self-harm issues, abuse, and other traumatic scenes. Please be advised that the main character is homosexual, and therefore there will be romantic actions between same sex characters. If that makes you uncomfortable in any way, please refrain from reading.

Book #1 in the Silence Series Elijah is no ordinary boy. In fact, he is as different from what a normal boy could possibly be. The golden rule in is life has always been "listen before you speak", but what happens when he meets a boy? Will he still be able to just listen? Even when the boy urges him to speak all the unspoken words he has tried so hard to silence for so many years? When Blake walks into Elijah's silent world, the sound starts forming around Elijah's mouth; and he speaks for the first time in four years. Will Blake still love Elijah after hearing everything that Elijah has listened to but never spoke about all those years, or will he get the hell out of dodge as his instincts scream? This story is PG13, since it may have strong language. This story may contain self-harm issues, abuse, and other traumatic scenes. Please be advised that the main character is homosexual, and therefore there will be romantic actions between same sex characters. If that makes you uncomfortable in any way, please refrain from reading.

******finished******* When Brent was seven years old his big brother died and ever since he has blamed himself. Now, nearly ten years later, he's risking losing yet another sibling. Brent's sister is a talented artist, all around nice person, who is currently battling cancer. Brent wanted to help, but he didn't know how and the path he chose lost him his boyfriend, his morals, and his sobriety. Now he has to decide whether or not he's ready to put the pieces of his life back together or let his past dictate his future. This is the story of Brenton Alexander Straight, the boy with a story to decide. *this hasn't been an issue, but [TRIGGER WARNING] check tags for more information* ********I'm not a professional, in fact I spelled "professional" wrong the first time I typed that, so yes, there are most likely typos. I am not editing this (I'm simply too busy).******** _Best Ratings (for my own self indulgence)_ 23 out of 830 in #dysfunctional 70 out of 10.6K in #comingofage 61 out of 45.6K in #anxiety

❝I would say I love you, but I don't know what love is.❞ Tristan Hammond's life turns totally upside down after a car accident that killed his parents, put his little sister Tiana in a coma, and handicapped him. Stuck in a wheelchair, the title of soccer captain disappears along with his dreams and potential scholarship. And even better, Tristan is bombarded with a list of seemingly never-ending problems... From how to deal with his PTSD, to how to come out as gay, to what to do with his newfound crush on the boy next door, it seems as though senior year of high school is one huge mess. Westlyn Wu is new in town and already one of Grovewood High's star soccer players---much to some of his classmates' chagrin. He uses the sport as an escape, because even though he's team captain and somehow manages good grades, his life is far from perfect. West's father is an extremely bitter man, and he takes his anger out on West's mother and West himself. The insurmountable pressure that comes with having to balance rigorous classes, a completely dysfunctional home, and the image and responsibility of team captain? It's enough to totally snap someone in half. So the question remains... Can these two boys find happiness in their lives, or will they never achieve it? Well, maybe they will... In each other. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Highest Rankings: #1 in watty-2019 ~ 3/13/2019 #2 in verbal ~ 1/11/2019 #2 in caraccident ~ 12/9/2019 #6 in asexual ~ 12/22/2019 #16 in carcrash ~ 11/28/2018 #24 in comingoutofthecloset ~ 12/03/2018 #65 in realization ~ 5/15/2020 ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ON HIATUS ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ This book is dedicated to all of my friends who are a part of the LGBTQA+ community. Thank you to them for helping share their stories so I can share this one with all of you. "There are bigger problems in the world than who loves who."

This is book 5 of the cross-shifter series and a continuation of sorts for Whiskers. Happiness wasn't something that you earned. It was something that you killed for. Del had worked hard to be able to be alive on his eighteenth birthday. He'd lived in the wild, killed countless people, and managed to start up a business strictly for shape-shifters that went against everything that was seemingly right in the world. His only problem now that things were finally going his way besides the annoying return of a father he never knew and his frustrating feline mate? A human, of course.