The next time you wish for your idol --- Demi Lovato to be your big sister, just remember that I actually live your dream and it's not something you'd want to wish for, it's horrible.

My sister demi has been 3 years clean now,I'm so proud of her,but she would hate me if she found out I have been going through the exact same thing as her............wouldn't she?

Sydney has been stuck in a care home for years while her dad is in prison. She's all alone and is dealing with some serious issues from being bullied nearly all her life. Things are getting out of control... Until Demi comes into her life. Sydney struggles to tell her new mom about her problems as she'd never thought she would become the daughter of her idol. Will Sydney ever get better and healthy again? Warning: this book contains self harming, purging, anxiety and other types of depression. Be careful this may be triggering.

"My eyes followed her movements outside. Red hair, against grass soon to be white with snow, flicked over her shoulder, and a smile emerged on her face."