Where would you end up if you killed yourself? It isn't Hell, I'll tell you that. I don't know where it is exactly, but it's a place that makes me want to die all over again. Previously titled: My Reasons to Die (Spiritual #80)

(Sample. Watch out for the official book release on January 31, 2015!) The women in Brianne Montgomery's family have a curse. And she isn't going to be the first one to break it. At the age of fourteen, she decided she will be married before she was thirty. Her life seemed perfect. Her parents were happily married. She has a wonderful brother who looks out for her. The only thing she hates about it is Travis Cross, her brother's annoying best friend, a.k.a. the boy who sleeps in the guest room and her worst enemy. Her life took a sudden three-sixty, with a tragedy that made her lose everything she held dear in her perfect life. But amidst all that, Travis swore that he will protect Brianne for the rest of his life. Soon, their hate relationship turned into an unbreakable bond of brotherly love and friendship. But their dependent and comfortable friendship will always be complicated because although Travis promised to protect her at all times, at all costs, there's a beast inside him that craves for Brianne like a drug. And Brianne isn't always immune to Travis's charms. But she already lost so much and Travis has become the most important thing she couldn't afford to gamble with. This romance novel starts when the characters were fifteen years old and followed their lives into adulthood and all the complications in it including sexual tensions and raging hormones, dealing with family, death and teen peer pressure... all of which make up the deep and unbreakable connection of Travis and Brianne. A relationship so beautiful, they're afraid to risk it for anything... not even for love itself.

"If you can look me in the eyes and say you don't like me honestly I'll leave you alone." A rain drop trickled down the bridge of his nose. "I just- I- I don't-" I stuttered horribly. He gripped me by the arms and pulled me towards him. I swear I heard fireworks go off in a distance. I don't know how since its pouring down. Maybe it's just me. But there was definitely fireworks going off.