Lorsqu'il apparaît comme un vieux souvenir dont on ne peut se rappeler, Elara sent que sa vie est sur le point de prendre un tout autre tournant. Apollon, tombé du ciel parmi les Hommes, est prêt à tout pour retrouver celle dont il est tombé amoureux il y a si longtemps. Dans les cœurs amoureux, abritent parfois les doutes, la peur. Les chagrins ne se soignent pas par la fuite, c'est ce que le Dieu du Soleil avait pourtant toujours cru. Jusqu'à Elara.

I felt myself staring at the boy. New...? Is that what the others said? But... he didn't look like a newborn, in fact, he looked 16... couldn't have been born yesterday, right? I sat there confused, staring in his direction. He was drawing, a notebook placed in his lap as his pencil gently scratched against the paper. It was then, a certain smell hit my nose. I sniffed the air softly, trying not to pull too much attention towards myself. My eyes flickering around as I tried to determine where they were. One of my kind is nearby... a demon...? An Astra in this school? But... why? I closed my eyes tightly, rubbing my temples gently as I tried to think over the entire class talking and making noise. I have to find the other one of my kind... I want to know why they're here... What would they be doing here...? Astra's don't come up to the surface at all. --- Nova is an Astra demon, a monster is what some would say. His species is emotionless- other than him, of course. He's known as 'defective,' where he actually HAS emotions. Though, they're strong, too strong for him to control. He ran away from the underground, not wanting to live in Hell any longer than he had to. More specifically, the 1st layer. So now he's known as a 'Rogue,' since he's the only Astra left on the surface. But what happens when he meets Ara? Another one of his kind? [WARNING: Torture, Depression, Blood and Gore, Violence] {Possible Trigger Warning?}

I started writing this when I thought I was ftm, then I realized that I'm nonbinary masc leaning, so for the first portion of the book he/him is used for the reader but then it switches to they/them, still focusing on the same struggles of being afab but not identifying as cisgender and reminding you that finding a partner is still very possible, even if they are cis and don't identify as bi, pan, or anything else attracted to multiple genders. Requests CLOSED.