You were an aspiring theoretical physicist/engineer, but that changed after you took up an internship for a private military company and met a girl who went by Ela, who'd change your way of thinking.

Alex is a guy from Germany, he was bullied from a young age for being an orphan. To make matters worse he was orphaned as a freshman in high school. With self esteem already low it doesn't take long for him to lose some sanity. (Obviously you can change the name to your name but to make it easier for me the name is Alex)