{ShinDeku, No quirk Au} ~'Cause if I want you, and I want you, babe Ain't going backwards, won't ask for space 'Cause space is just a word made up by someone who's afraid to get too... Close~ Izuku Midoriya, an aspiring photography student in his first year of college. Everything was going exceptionally well, at first, that is until his mother got sick just a few short months after he began his journey through early adulthood. Cancer- Inko, his mother, was diagnosed with stage 2 breast cancer. Sure, he was there on a photography scholarship, but he had hospital bills to pay- as well as money for essential needs. So he takes odd jobs here and there to get by, but it was never enough. That is until he gets an opportunity to clean bathrooms and assist a boy around his age for a crap ton of money. Hitoshi Shinso, he's your typical playboy in great need of an attitude check. His father, Shota Aizawa is a very well respected business man in Japan- but his son's behavior is beginning to affect him in ways you can only imagine. So when a desperate Izuku makes his way into their lives, Aizawa takes a chance to hopefully change his son's snotty ways. Excerpt--------- "Hm? What'd you say?" He asked quietly, getting up and making his way over to the green haired college student's bed. "Oh, nothing," Izuku smiled innocently, shrugging his shoulder as he joins him on the bed. "So what's this game you want to play at eleven thirty at night?" He asked, genuinely curious as to what is was. Hitoshi pressed his lips together in a thin line, puffing his cheeks out in thought. He clearly hadn't thought of the game yet. "How about. . . Two truths and a lie?" He suggested, peaking Izuku's interest. "All right, fine, but you have to go first Mr. Demanding." Izuku said with a smirk. "'Mr. Demanding?'" The elder mused, "Is that what you've been calling me this entire time?" Giving a light shrug of his shoulder, Izuku looks around nonchalantly. "It's a possibility. . . yes,"

Izuku Midoriya is completely fine. His friends have no reason to think otherwise, he just wears long clothing because he gets cold easily. He has absolutely nothing to hide ...........right? Midoriya isn't actually fine. He constantly feels overwhelmed by his own thoughts, causing him do whatever it would take destroy them, even if that meant destroying himself. He needs help, but doesn't want to admit it and cause others to be disappointed in him. He is scared, lonely, and feels trapped inside his own head. But most of all, he feels selfish. He thinks he is selfish because he shouldn't and isn't "supposed" to have these thoughts. He tells himself he is just being a burden to his friends and should "get over it." but how much will he take before he starts to break and others start to see his cracks? Cover art is not mine. But it is edited by @monkeysfangirl420 (credit to them) (i'm really bad at descriptions but this is a sad Deku story ) WARNING: DO NOT READ THIS BOOK IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED BY DEPRESSION, SELF HARM, FEELING USELESS, SUICIDE, SWEARING, ETC. I PROBABLY WILL NOT PUT WARNINGS IN THE CHAPTERS SO THIS IS A BIG SIGN!! I DON'T WANT PEOPLE TO GET TRIGGERED BY MY WRITING ALSO!! this book will probably contain LGBTQ+ stuff in it, so if you don't like that stuff, feel free to leave and not come back. i don't know what i'm doing so if i make a mistake, just tell me.... I DON'T OWN MY HERO ACADEMIA OR ANY CHARACTERS OTHER THAN OC'S (WHICH I DON'T KNOW IF I'M GOING TO ADD OR NOT) ALL RIGHTS TO PROPER OWNERS(I DON'T WANNA GET SUED)

America is the world's number one superpower. We all know that. And to be a superpower, you gotta have a strong mindset. A really strong mindset. Alfred does have that but..... with all the verbal abuse he goes through on a daily basis..... It's hard.... and each insults unravels his strong mindset a bit. Just a little. But what happens when all that unraveling starts to show?

Midoriya Izuku is not depressed. Contrary to what you may think, the years or torment that he's been through weren't really anything. He swears he's fine; perfectly happy with life and his place in it. ----- An introspection on Izuku and his struggles. Slight spoiler warning.

"Take a swan dive off a building, you might have a quirk in your next life." Katsuki laughed maliciously. Izuku had finally had it, that was the last straw. Izuku looked up, making direct eye contact with Katsuki. "Fine." WARNING: This story has extreme swearing, hanahaki disease, violence, blood, self-harm, suicidal themes and homosexuality. If any of this upsets you or triggers you in any way, do not read. You have been warned.

››› [COMPLETED] "Dear, Blonde Loud Next Door Neighbor, I see that you have your own boys volleyball team, that's nice. I hope you guys lose every game. Seriously, I watched your team, they kind of suck. Anyways, I'm writing this note to tell you that you're really annoying in the morning and afternoon and your kids are pretty aggressive, always yelling "DIE!" every five seconds. I also have, like, five of your volleyball balls somewhere in my backyard and one broke my window. You're paying. I'll send the bill in your address. Anyways, please control your voice level, your suck ass of children, their own voice levels and their crazy ass strength of throwing balls into my backyard and windows. Thank you. From, Me, your next door neighbor." In which, Shota Aizawa is a lazy 27-year-old author who takes months to write his stories and never ever leaves his house, unless if it's to see his editor, other than that he never leaves. Really, he stays inside all day. It's awful. Hizashi Yamada is an energetic volleyball coach who coaches-more like babysits-a bunch of rowdy teenage boys that gets into a bunch of hand fights, arguments and are not very good at playing volleyball, always throwing a ball in the direction into Shota's house. And Shota gets pretty freaking annoyed by them. "Dear, Lovely Neighbor, LMAO UR ALIVE, I THOUGHT U WUZ DEAD WTF. YO WASSUP!! YO FIND ME ON INSTA & WE'LL CHAT THERE ;P" ©AizawaShota, 2017 ✧ 10-08-17 ; 12-25-18 ✧Cover by @babyboyfelix ✧ Side ships [minor]: Shinsou x Midoriya, Todoroki x Kaminari, Bakugou x Kirishima, Iida x Uraraka

Deku is still bullied by Bakugo. He starts to feel suicidal. He starts cutting himself and asking himself "why am I like this. Why am I weak. Why is my life so unbearable that I have to die. No one will miss me." slowly his emotions die away. Except for the depressing ones. And one more. Love. For Shouto Todoroki. But Dekus to dense to see the Todoroki likes him back. Can Todoroki save Deku from this depressing state before its to late?! If you feel like anything that's in this book seek help IMMEDIATELY!! I've seen so many comments about readers self harm and it hurts to see you guys hurting. Please tell someone what's been going on so you can seek help. I know it's hard but trust me, it helps. ⚠️⚠️WARNING: self harm, suicide and depressed thoughts in this book. Don't read if triggered. NO SMUT! I am mostly holy. Ok. Ok, #1 in not real Enjoy.

If your my friend troye don't read this This story is about a suicidel deku, sorry if that makes you uncomfortable. Deku s mom died when he was 12, he feels like he has nothing to live for so he tries to jump of a bridge only to be saved by todoroki. There about 15 in this story. There will be a lot of fluff Also a lot of sensitive topics so read at your own risk.