"You are never coming home." * * * There are some days in life you'll never forget. Your first date, perhaps, or even your first kiss. Maybe even your first experience with death, because not all of these days have to be good. Some of these days are delightful, filled with joy and cheer, and others are haunting, memorable in the worst ways possible. You try to keep those days away from your thoughts and make sure the happy ones are always on hand, but it's difficult. It's difficult to forget your first heartbreak, or the loss of a loved one, isn't it? Life is so chock-full of surprises for us to experience, and we can't control what kinds of days are thrown at us. But as for me, I'll never forget the day when my baby brother Mikey was drafted into what would soon become the worst and most devastating world war in history.

Rydon.

brendon urie x ryan ross • lowercase intended • started: 7.6.18 completed: 5.23.19 • warnings: smut! lots of it! • 2nd in #cheesewhiz ~ 9.20.18 39th in #prettyodd ~ 10.14.18 1ST IN #CHEESEWHIZ ~ 10.18.18 27th in #jonwalker ~ 10.19.18 5th in #afeveryoucantsweatout ~ 1.1.19 18th in #ryden ~ 1.12.19 3rd in #afeveryoucantsweatout ~ 1.15.19 7th in #rydon ~ 2.20.19 • "but ryan. i'm gay. gay for you."

Ryan finds the perfect opportunity to explore a previously uncharted area of his sexuality in secret during a month long summer road-trip to California with his best friend. But now he's back in Las Vegas for his Senior year and he can continue to compartmentalize this part of himself and pretend that everything is normal. But then Brendon Urie happens. Again. And again and again and again... can Ryan handle it this time? In which Ryan struggles to keeps everything together and honestly just needs a hug. ~~~Ryan's POV~~~ ***includes smut, language some might find offensive, underage drinking/drug use, sexual assault and mediocre writing. Started: Oct. 15, 2018 # 1 in Ryden @ some point ***I DO NOT SUPPORT BRENDON URIE OR ACTUALLY SHIP RYDEN

In which Brendon and Ryan are fuck buddies. Brendon wants more and Ryan is definitely not gay... right? High School AU There will be a lot of smut. Third Person, but mainly centred around Brendon.