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Maria Georgianne Marfori loved Noah Elizalde more than anything in this world. Ganon din halos lahat ng mga babaeng kilala niya. Yes, he's probably that hot and adorable. Kaya naman ay maaga niyang natutunan ang pag mamahal ng walang pag aalinlangan at takot. Kailanman ay hindi niya naisip na darating ang araw na susuko siya at mapapagod. Never. Noah will end up with her no matter what. But is it really right to love him intensely at a very young age? Her family didn't believe in love. They think it's pure sentiment. They think purely loving someone with your heart was wrong. Binigyan tayo ng Panginoon ng puso at utak. Puso, para maramdaman ang sentimento. Utak, para mapag isipan kung dapat bang tanggapin ang sentimento ng puso. We have to identify who's the better judge. But then again, do we always have that chance to judge? Paano kung ipaglaban mo man iyon ay wala ka parin namang halaga? How are you going to fight for your heart when you know from the very beginning you will lose? That you are Worthless? Why do we all want this? To love what does not love us. To leave those who want to stay. To push away those who want to stay close. To treasure what is worthless.

Taong 1968... Si Divina ay sawi sa pag-ibig mula nang pagtaksilan siya ng kanyang nobyo na si Alfredo, ipinalit sa kanya ay ang mayaman at hacienderang si Belen. Bagama't masakit sinikap ni Divina na magpatuloy, naging matatag siya at naging isang guro sa isang paaralang pinamamahalaan ng isang Amerikano. Naging malapit siya sa kanyang mga kasama kabilang na ang kanilang punung-guro na si Marco. Masayahin at palabiro si Marco at umabot sa puntong nahuhulog na ang loob ni Divina para sa ginoo... ngunit may isang pinagbabawal na patakaran sa paaralang iyon, bawal silang magkaroon relasyon na hihigit pa sa mga magkakaibigan. Mataas ang posisyon ni Marco at mahal ni Divina ang pagtuturo, paano nga ba nila kakabakahin ang mga balakid sa kanilang umuusbong na damdamin? Sila nga ba ay marapat sa isa't isa o mauuwi ang kanilang relasyon sa kasabihang "pinagtagpo nguni't hindi tinadhana"? "Naging kami nguni't hindi naging kami..." Ala-vintage theme lang nainspire sa movie nina Iza Calzado at Dingdong Dantes na Moments of Love and Korean movie, The Classic. Nakakatuwa lang isipin yung way of living during those times, curious lang--- di po ako namuhay sa panahong yaon ha. PS. This is not your typical mayaman si lalaki (CEO,etc), mahirap si babae type of story. This is like a realistic portrayal of how ordinary people find their own perfect love story. --- We Were But We Were Not in printed form now available! 1 book 1 post card 1 book mark Soft cover @ 250 php Hard cover @ 350 php Shipping fee not included. Pre-order 7 days. For orders you may pm facebook.com/therealsiswhacky or directly order via Shopee app with this link: https://shopee.ph/product/114451868/14779135066?smtt=0.114453691-1650713853.9 Thank you for all your support ❤️

"Wattys 2021 Winner in Historical Fiction Category" Sa loob ng labinlimang taon, ang makasal sa kababata niyang si Enrique Alfonso ang tanging pinapangarap ni Estella Concepcion. Ngunit nagbago ang lahat nang makilala niya si Lucas, ang pinsan at karibal ni Enrique sa politika. *** Makatwiran at hindi nagpapatalo, lumaki si Estella Concepcion na patuloy na umaasang magkakatuluyan pa rin sila ni Enrique Alfonso, ang batang nagpagaan ng kanyang loob labinlimang taon na ang nakararaan. Ni minsan ay hindi nawala ang kanyang paghanga at pagtingin sa binata na siyang magiging susunod na gobernadorcillo ng bayan ng San Alfonso. Ngunit tila gumuho ang kaniyang mundo nang mapag-alaman niyang ipinagkasundo na ito sa ibang dalaga. Desididong mapangasawa pa rin ang binata, hihingin ni Estella ang tulong ni Lucas, ang pinsan ni Enrique. Sa paglipas ng panahon at sa mga sikretong kaniyang matutuklasan, handa pa nga rin bang gawin ni Estella ang lahat upang maikasal sa binatang matagal na niyang inaasam? O tulad ba ng ihip ng hangin ay magbabago rin ang isinisigaw ng kaniyang puso? Cover Design by Precious Pages Corp./LIB Books Book Type: Hardbound (With Book Jacket Cover)

Soon... #Darkest

"I thought life was dark, but it turned out to be even darker." After years of suffering torment and abuse, Amira ends up in the home of Minerva Harden, a single mother of twin boys living in the countryside. The Hardens are not a perfect family, but it is the most comfortable place she has ever been. Over time, she slowly embraces her life again as she starts to feel affection for them. However, that comes with the strong fear that once they discover the truth about her, she may lose them or, worse, they may change the way they see her. To stay and dare to see if love is enough to keep them or leave and save herself from devastation, Amira has to decide which path to take, for it is only a matter of time before her secrets start to surface.

TIL Series #2 Judeus Clavez has been living his life as the only child until one day, he finds out about the past of his father that he has a half-sister. He feels betrayed, and that overpowers his eagerness to know her. Living in a different family, Irene Brande knows that she has a brother on her mother's side though she never cared about it. Until one day, her mother asks her if she wants to have a vacation and meet her brother. Curious with a little bit of excitement, she agrees. The moment they meet, they feel uncomfortable, so they avoid each other for a few days. Jude knows that Irene has asthma, and he also finds out how protective her parents are because of this illness. He feels sorry for her, and as a brother, he promises to make her happy as long as she is still with him. But Jude's fianceé has also arrived, and they are living in one roof. Jude thinks he can manage his time between the two ladies, but as time passes by, everything becomes complicated. He knows he has to choose, but he can't. And if he can't... Someone must give way. Someone must go. Someone must escape.

TIL Series #1 (Book 1 of 2) Chelsea Vellarde is trapped from a hopeless affection for Blaze Abelard. She wants to move on but whenever she tries, she always ends up back to him. This kind of affection is absurd for Ryde Leibniz. That's why whenever they have an encounter, he can't help but tease her. And he has profound reasons for doing this - to help her and make her realize something. But how can he make it if he knows that it will lead her to a hurtful truth? (Published under PSICOM Publishing Inc.)

Four high school students living in a world of complicated first love, dream and friendship. (year 1996) Note: Original Sound Tracks are available at the end of every chapter. Book cover by: @BinibiningMariya Date started: June 12, 2019 Date finished: April 17, 2020