Alexandra is a 19 year old CNA. When her dad and her get into an argument she decides that she's done having him trying to control her life. So she leaves, driving for hours she ends up in Ocala, Florida. There her life gets a new start. Not everything happens the way she wants it too and she's left with a little surprise, that only one ADTR member is responsible for. (AN: Mature audiences only; Some sexual content included along with profanity).

WARNING! THE FIRST FEW CHAPTERS OF THIS BOOK WILL NOT HAVE ANY SPOILERS FROM THE SUICIDE SQUAD MOVIE. IT TAKES PLACE BEFORE THE MOVIE. I WILL INFORM YOU WHEN THERE WILL BE SPOILERS, BUT THAT WILL NOT BE HAPPENING FOR SOME TIME NOW. ALSO, THIS BOOK CONTAINS DARK THEMES. ANYONE WHO IS EASILY TRIGGERED BY THESE DARK THEMES, READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. If you grew up the way I did, you know what I'm talking about when I say that I never knew what home meant. I just never got the word or its meaning. I've never had a home. Never walked inside of a house to be welcomed with hugs and kisses. Never been told that I was loved. I wasn't like anyone else who had a loving family and lots of friends. Trying to find a place where I belonged was always difficult for me. No one ever knew or understood. Then I met the Clown Prince of Crime.

For months Summer is trapped in a cellar with the man who took her - and three other girls: Rose, Poppy, and Violet. His perfect, pure flowers. His family. But flowers can't survive long cut off from the sun, and time is running out...

"some people think it's embarrassing to fall in love with a stripper" "i guess im shameless" lowercase intended