❛ 'cause i think i'm not yours. ❜ atsushi sees colorful strings on five of his fingers; and there's one that's tightly wrapped around his neck. he wishes he doesn't have the red string, because at the end of the string is a person he can't have. looped around with the purple color, that tightens around the red string. dazai doesn't see any strings on his fingers; he watches atsushi take in deep shaky breaths and scratch at his neck as if something was there, always leaving a bruising ring. he wishes he could see was atsushi sees, because it seems the light haired boy always shoot dazai a sad gaze. and he always squeezed his pinkie with a bit of pain in his expression, a frown etched on his lips. atsushi wishes he can't see the strings; dazai wishes he could see what the other can see.

[KILLUGON] Gon is a serial romantic with an addiction to online dating. Killua is the barista stuck taking the orders of every date Gon Freecss reels in. It wouldn't be an issue if Gon wasn't such a hot topic-star running back for the Yorknew University football team as a freshmen, member of the most iconic fraternity at Yorknew, and general campus heartthrob. When Gon convinces Killua to be his gym buddy, it sounds and feels like the friend zone. But who knew the #GymLife was so gay anyway? Certainly not Killua.

It's been a little while since the group separated, but all that changes when Kurapika needs help with the Phantom Troupe once again. The original four are reunited along with others they met throughout their adventures. Killua can't help but dwell on the past while Gon remains oblivious to his best friends true feelings. What tensions will rise? What feelings will blossom? What new adventures will our beloved characters go on? WARNING - Explicit scenes and intense language throughout Story completed: January 1st, 2018

"So which is it? Will you accept me?" Killua leaned to lick the shell of Gon's ear. "Which do you want me to choose?" Gon tried to hold in the sudden pleasurable sound. "You should already know the answer to that." Killua and Gon are the leaders to popular gang's in Yorknew. That is, until they meet each other of course.

What happens when Killua starts to realize his unusual feelings for Gon? Read more to find out😉 A/N I planned on this being a shorter story but I have no clue how long it will be anymore because I keep getting blown up with new ideas! Also I will be uploading another story that I published on another account but i had to remove it a.k.a KILLUGON LEMONS! Let's see how many reads that one can get because it originally had 5.3k!!! ~Thanks my lovelies and have a wonderful day!❤️~

Killua was known to be the depressed boy that never knew how to get out of his suicidal thoughts. When Killua was about to give up his life, that is when he felt as if he had met his fate...

"Killua...have you ever been in love before?" "Why are you asking me that, idiot? You should know I haven't. I've been with you ever since I quit being an assassin." "Well, because I wondered if you knew what it felt like..." "What are you going on about?" "....I love you, Killua." "....What?" "I said I love you. I'm in love with you. I have been for awhile now, since Yorknew..." [Killugon TWO-PART story] Completed 11.4.16

Killua - An elite solider, trained since birth. Gon- A medic with much potential and fights for a cause. Both the youngest boys in the army, endure hardships and struggles together, but also form a strong bond in the process. Who knows, it may even be something more. Completed: April 21st, 2017 1st place winner of the Yaoi category in the 2017 Hunter X Hunter Watty Awards

♣Do these daily experiences strengthen Gon and Killua's friendship? maybe even more?♣ GonxKillua (bunch of drabble) (Art's credit goes to its rightful owner) (Front page cover was editited by me)

Gon Freecss is new in town. Killua Zoldyck is his mute neighbor. Completed 3.6.17